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2009-12-16T22:01:00.000-08:00

Just cos i have to cheer myself up before i go for training later, you're in for a treat.

There is a book called Disorder in the Court. These are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters - who had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place.
Some of these are excellent ...
Q: What is your date of birth?
A: July fifteenth.
Q: What year?
A: Every year.
Q: What gear were you in at the moment of the accident?
A: Gucci sweatshirt and Reeboks.

Q: So the date of conception (of the baby) was August 8th?
A: Yes.
Q: And what were you doing at that time?

Q: She had three children, right?
A: Yes.
Q: How many were boys?
A: None.
Q: Were there any girls?

Q: How was your first marriage terminated?
A: By death.
Q: By whose death was it terminated?

Q: Can you describe the individual?
A: He was about medium height and had a beard.
Q: Was this a male, or a female?

Q: Doctor, how many autopsies have you performed on dead people?
A: All my autopsies are performed on dead people.

Q: All your responses must be oral, OK? What school did you go to?
A: Oral.

Q: Do you recall the time that you examined the body?
A: The autopsy started around 8:30 p.m.
Q: And Mr. Dennington was dead at the time?
A: No, he was sitting on the table wondering why I was doing an autopsy on him.

Q: What was the first thing your husband said to you when he woke up that morning?
A: He said, "Where am I, Cathy?"
Q: And why did that upset you?
A: My name is Susan.

Q: Doctor, before you performed the autopsy, did you check for a pulse?
A: No.
Q: Did you check for blood pressure?
A: No.
Q: Did you check for breathing?
A: No.
Q: So, then it is possible that the patient was alive when you began the autopsy?
A: No.
Q: How can you be so sure, Doctor?
A: Because his brain was sitting on my desk in a jar.
Q: But could the patient have still been alive, nevertheless?
A: Yes, it is possible that he could have been alive and practicing law somewhere

A Brooklyn lawyer, a used car salesman and a banker were gathered by a coffin containing the body of an old friend. In his grief, one of the three said, "In my family, we have a custom of giving the dead some money, so they'll have something to spend over there."

They all agreed that this was appropriate. The banker dropped a hundred dollar bill into the casket, and the car salesman did the same. The lawyer took out the bills and wrote a cheque for $300.

Women, indeed, can be smarter than men, whether they use it intentionally, or not!

Here's the story.

Husband and wife are lying quietly in bed reading when the wife
looks over at him and asks the question.
WIFE: “What would you do if I died? Would you get married again?”
HUSBAND: “Definitely not!”
WIFE: “Why not? Don’t you like being married?”
HUSBAND: “Of course I do.”
WIFE: “Then why wouldn’t you remarry?”
HUSBAND: “Okay, okay, I’d get married again.”
WIFE: “You would?” (with a hurt look)
HUSBAND: (makes audible groan)
WIFE: “Would you live in our house?”
HUSBAND: “Sure. It’s a great house .”
WIFE: “Would you sleep with her in our bed?”
HUSBAND: “Where else would we sleep?”
WIFE: “Would you let her drive my car?”
HUSBAND: “Probably. It is almost new.”
WIFE: “Would you replace my pictures with hers?”
HUSBAND: “That would seem like the proper thing to do.”
WIFE: “Would you give her my jewelry?”
HUSBAND: “No…… I’m sure she’d want her own.”
WIFE: “Would you take her golfing with you?”
HUSBAND: “Yes. Those are always good times..”
WIFE: “Would she use my clubs?”
HUSBAND: “No. She’s left-handed.”
WIFE: – silence -
HUSBAND: “. . . .. . ######.”

Two rich men were talking over coffee one day and one of them said to the other one "Hey I tell you my driver is really stupid... you don't believe?

Let me show you." and he called his driver Ah Beng over and said "Ah Beng, here is a 10 dollar note, go to the car showroom and buy me a Mercedes." to which Ah Beng replied, "Yes Sir! right away!" and rushed off to the showroom.

The rich man turned to his friend and said, "See, I told you he was stupid." The other rich man said, "That's nothing, you want to see stupid, I will show you stupid." and he called his driver, Ali. "Ali, go home now and check to see if I'm at home." to which Ali said, "Yes Sir, right away Sir." and ran home. "See what I told you? He doesn't even have enough brains to know that I cannot be at home if I am here."

Later on, the two drivers met on the road. Ah Beng said to Ali, "Eh, you know my boss is sooo stupid. He gave me 10 dollars and ask me to go to the car showroom and buy him a Mercedes..... Doesn't he know that today is Sunday lah, the showroom is closed!"

Ali replied, "You think he is stupid ah? My boss lagi worse, he asked me to go home to check if he is at home.... He got hand phone what, can just call up to check lah!!!!"

A woman went to her shrink because she was having severe problems with her sex life. The psychiatrist asked her many questions but did not seem to be getting a clear picture of her problems. Finally he asked, "Do you ever watch your husband's face while you are having sex?" "Well, yes, I actually did once." "And how did your husband look?" "Angry, very angry."

At this point the psychiatrist felt that he was really getting somewhere and he said, "Well that's very interesting, we must look into this further.

Now tell me, you say that you have only seen your husband's face once during sex; that seems somewhat unusual. How did it occur that you saw his face that time?"

"He was looking through the window at us!"

An old man and woman were married for years even though they hated each other. When they had a confrontation, screams and yelling could be heard deep into the night. A constant statement was heard by the neighbors who feared the man the most.

"When I die I will dig my way up and out of the grave to come back and haunt you for the rest of your life!"

They believed he practiced black magic and was responsible for missing cats and dogs, and strange sounds at all hours. He was feared and enjoyed the respect it garnished.

He died abruptly under strange circumstances and the funeral had a closed casket. After the burial, the wife went straight to the local bar and began to party as if there was no tomorrow.

The gaiety of her actions were becoming extreme while her neighbors approached in a group to ask these questions: Are you not afraid? Concerned? Worried? that this man who practiced black magic and stated when he died he would dig his way up and out of the grave to come back and haunt you for the rest of your life?

The wife put down her drink and said, "Let the jerk dig. I had him buried upside down."

have a pleasant dayyyyyy...

2009-12-01T19:04:00.000-08:00

just cos i've been told to update!

just something that got me thinking, isn't it weird when someone in your family tells your SO
"soon we'll be family"
F-A-M-I-L-Y
This huuugeeee word. Geez.
Means like spending so much time in their house you can practically stay there kinda shizz.
Like hell no, such a huge word.
I prefer "friend of the family" sounds nicer.
Okay, sorry for the boring and monotone post, pardon me cos my life is just that NOT EXCITING.
Lisa Jewell - Friend of the family <3!!

Okay since my life is so uninteresting, i will try to make it sound abit more exciting...
......
Ohyes, Pastor Prince has a new book, Unmerited Favour i thinkkkk. So those of you who wanna buy it, wait till feb! When i get mine on 15th dec (: Okay, by the time my mum reads it finish i think it'll be feb alr -.- geez. imagine how many trees we'll be killing by printing this book! :O okay, but it doesn't matter cos God is the creator of all things, he created the trees too, yo!

My life is wayyyy too boring.
Even training is boring...
today we had some gross set like 12x300 on 4min
Like what the.
Everyone's like just "ooooh 4 mins so easy. *sings songs while swimming* ooh still got time to rest"
I'm like "omg, my arms better not fail me now *grunts* pulls... oh, only 5 sec to rest. Oh, 11 more..."
I want to do dryland every single day!!! ):

And i'm so lonely i got no one to talk to, except type away on this COMPAQ keyboard... Joan!! Hope you're enjoying your cruiseeee. Why don't i get to go on holiday to cool places!!! Life sucks ttm.

Okay if you're falling asleep on your keyboard due to my insipid post. I think this might ressurect you.

http://seaofshoes.typepad.com/

thats what an interesting life is.

I'm going to sleep.

2009-09-26T01:34:00.000-07:00

Shared this with the cool guys in school yesterday. Ooooh, looks to delicate and cute to eat it know haha. Too sweet for my palate, but i still had it anyway.
Yesterday was super fun, even lessons were okayish yknw, i thought i would die and bang my head on the table, haha, even i survived for chem and bio (:

OMG, BEST THING I'VE EVER HEARD FROM PRAVEENA!

After futile attempts of trying to resurrect her comp, or even tryna start it.

Praveena : Can somebody give me a hand at this, its not turning itself on!

Cos the class was rather quiet, i heard me and serlin laughing only, okay fine.
If you don't get it, nvm.

I finished chem tys mcq and i'm so happy now.

2009-09-22T18:35:00.000-07:00

So effing pissed with all the teachers in the world okay.
Except for Praveena and the humans and language teachers.
The rest are just gross ttm.

Whats with all this 'no time to teach you' shit
wtf i go to school for a fucking reason okay and you just brush me off say got no time.Wlao friday i can don't go school, i can freaking say i got no time also what. Tell me stay back after school take test etc i can't fking tell you i got no time what.
Really getting on my nervers, only whe the 'smarter one' ask for help then they got so called time.
Seriously, go dunk your head in orange bowl you shitass teachers. I don't even know why you're getting a salary okays.

ARGH. i'm like officailly gna ignore all the super gross teachers. I'm not even gna ask for help in math anymore cos i fking can't be bothered. At least i have 4 hours tuition a week, i can d o more in that 4 hours than 10 hours in your lesson, please!

Give me a reason to like school when you have fking gross teachers that are the shittest ppl on this earth.

2009-09-21T18:06:00.000-07:00

I finally changed my blogskin oh and yes.
I dknw why serlins heart is in white while the others are in maroon and i'm to lazy to change it etc. Just in case some ppl think i have a secret fantasy with her, i'm telling you no i don't. I don't want some ppl jumping to conclusions.

So moving on with life i've been moocking around and not doing much is you'd count training then maybe yes anyway i'm very busy and a busy girl has gotta go, so bye.

XOXO

2009-09-15T02:54:00.000-07:00

fking giving up on bio. sat in the family lounge for almost 7hours straight with my bio text and 8days etc. omg, i almost cried like right there. i think if i'd stayed for another min i would've jumped into the fish pond alr. so fking annoyed and i know tmr's paper not gna be easy. judging chem paper, its so damn obvious.

and like our sch is ever gna give us easy papers, i think i'll fucking die from shock if i find tmr's paper easy.

so i'm just gna chill out spend some time with my wendy holden book and rest.

2009-09-12T22:39:00.000-07:00

Back from HK after a much needed break!

Not like i got alot of resting there, what with all the shopping and stuff haha.

I didn't even have afternoon nap but i could still survive.

So no surprise i spent half the day sleeping ytd haha.

Like 1hr eating fruits, 2hr for lunch, 2hr at the salon,

3hr sleeping and i wanted to go training, trust me, i wanted to,

but i didn't of course. So i just vegetated at home till 7, watch tv then sleep.

Haha, i can't believe tmr's my fave subject and i'm like not doing

anything about it. Gosh, i just hate chem to the max!

So i need to get some studying done, esp for bio and hist.

And i need to go for training soon, with almost 9 days of not swimming alr,

i guess thats why i don't wna go now yknw.

Cos i know i'll be faced with an insurmountable shit set like 30x100/12x300/10x400

and the best part is that i can barely make 50sec for 50m haha.

So thats what's stopping me. Don't get me wrong, like this part of me WANTS to go, but thats whats holding me back, cos i'm a pussy just like that.

Pushed back 2 training sessions alr, so maybe tmr i may go with my bro (it just sounds better when you go with someone) haha. But no like the set's gna change haha.

But still contemplating cos i have to be at the top of my game tmr and rise to the occasion and face the damn chem paper which i totally dread yknw.

Yes, about my exploits in HK...

Okay, basically just bought alot of clothes etc etc.

Alot of shoes

Alot of nail polish

Alot of earrings

I guess thats all. Like earrings are the best, i probably have like 30 of them and i still want more haha. But happy with what i got.

Most happy with the Juicy Couture necklace i bought haha

and lets see the Maurizio Taiuti leather clutch that i bought haha.

I guess thats all.

Like many more great stuff, but yknw my books await me, sadly.

2009-09-02T05:04:00.000-07:00

i am damn fucking irritated ttm thanks to chem ):<
so annoyed okay like i can't sleep in peace cos got that freakin qns at the FRONT of my mind argh if only i had a chem brain!

moving on
i'm so lovin ellen show now haha aft watching it at serlin the guppys house ytd haha. i used to watch it everyday, haha. fagpact kinda worked ytd but today so didn't. ohgosh, pls don't tell me we gotta... yknw omg no way okays.
freakin not in a mood to blog today so i gna tweet now haha.

2009-08-28T15:44:00.000-07:00

upwords just got a whole new meaning

past 3 days were just mad, so much laughing so little studying omg i don't even feel like prelims are here yknw like just gallivanting ard amk thomson laughing till me abs almost died and all haha.
thank god for the pact if not we'll all srsly die for prelims or Os haha.
i need to get serlin to send me the upwords picture haha!

i'm gna vegetate now bye.

2009-07-17T04:30:00.000-07:00

I'm a very take it or leave it person.
I guess thats what makes me a lousy friend.
I mean if you wanna give it to me. I'm like
okay, great. If you don't, then yeah okay wtv.

In any case, pls don't wait.
I've never felt any happier.

Thanks Krys Vanessa Zk and Christy!
Although that FATKRYS has H1N1 now,
hope she doesn't die. Haha. Yknw it just not
the same without 1 person, i guess thats how
important you guys are to me.
At least y'all know i won't treat y'all like rubbish and be
like - oh you're so last century, bye etc shit.
Krys! Hurry get back so we can go soup spoon okay!
Zk and Christy ): too bad you guys can't come ):

Its like mad studying now and all,
but i guess i'm happy where i am yknw. Like
for once i know what i wna do, and i really wna do it well
(1st bio test not counted) instead of blowing
it off and saying stuff like - wtv, its not impt etc.
Yeah, i almost killed myself today when i went
for training. I guess it okay to train occsionally
not like 8 times a week, thats like wayyy too much in
a way. Haha.

Argh, krys! Hurry come back to life, if not
zk and i will die with fat v.
and tmr its only me stuck with her! ):
haha.
Its friends and every sunday thats keeping
me alive <3

2009-06-15T05:25:00.000-07:00

Life sucks to the max.
Yeah like, whats new.

2009-06-13T22:15:00.000-07:00

Not thinking abt whats gna happen in like few more months.
THE INEVITABLE O LEVELS!
So i'm drowning myself in dvds etc. PiLiMIT is so addictive and nice!
But it scares the shit outta me though i know that there are no ghosts and all, even humans scare me. So i didn't watch today cos got no one at home.
But trust me! I'll hop on the wagon soon again! (:

Lu Ting Wei who acts as 187 is so funny!
Ohgosh.
I need to obsess over him with edith, like now!
):

2009-06-02T07:04:00.000-07:00

OMG. I DON'T KNOW HOT TO EXPRESS IT IN WORDS!!!
I think i'm gonna faint.
Too many colors, too little nails!
I'm so going mad over OPI nail colors. Ohgosh.
I was looking at ALL the colors and taking note of which ones i like. After a while i saw i had like 20 over, AND I WAS ONLY HALFWAY THROUGH THE 1ST PAGE!!!!
Ohkillme.
The colors are so so so nice.
Like THIS OMG ILOVEIT.
My wishwishwish is to get all the whole entire collection! (:

2009-05-26T04:17:00.000-07:00

Day 1 for revising for O's start today.
SO I WON'T BE BLOGGING ANYMORE SINCE I'VE DECIDED TO LIMIT MYSELF TO ONLY 5 HOURS OF PER WEEK. SO I'LL BE HANGING OUT ON FACEBOOK ETC.
(kinda impossible cos i'm watching fighting spiders later...)

6MORE DAYS TO CHINESE! :O

2009-05-22T18:11:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL GOH! <3
love you to the max, and for being so mean! :D

Yesterday was super great. Although i had to miss Jubilate ): and go for training. So totally wtf okay, and edith didn't go! At least Brandon and Gerald were there, and Gerald is super annoying. The set killed me cos it was horrible. Haha. Went out to celebrate Rachel Goh's birthday! :D dinner was pathetic. haha and meagan was being a prick as usual. HAHA.
Went to take neoprints after that! (: meagan was super retarded okay, you should see her shots, they're all so mutated and weird and all. i'm still like bending over with laughter till now. and i got to buy my cookies, so i'm happy!

Yknow i;m so glad i don't have MidYears, if not i'll be like emoing over my results and stuff. Haha. So i seriously have to stop dozing off in class, or staring at the teacher. I need Christy to pinch me as hard as i do to her! Haha.
Okayokay. I;m going to watch tv now!

2009-05-19T03:45:00.001-07:00

In a globalising and modernising world like this, everyone seems to be losing respect for themselves and for others; its time to reevaluate.

I'm so glad bio is over! (:

Christy dear, its okay! I know you'll do well anyway.

Just stop thinking of me during the test! :D

I so hope i can manage a pass yknow.

Last test i got like B4, but this test got no essay question.

And regurgitating facts is what i do best, but i can't seem to get a single page of SS into my head now! So annoying and angry! I need to start soon, cos i have like freaking 70 pages for 1 day to learn cos tmr got bible study at night and before that got training and school and tuition, i'm so gonna die.

Okayokay! I need to go study now (:

xxxxxx

2009-05-12T04:09:00.000-07:00

You can't have your cake and eat it too

I'm so lovin gossip girl and monster-in-law cracks me up and i'm rofl now.
I have to move on to step up and maybe revisit my favorites like Cinderella Story etc.

I think i screwed chem tset today, but i guess i tried my best i even attempted the mole question, nvm that my ans was gross ttm, at least i tried. Usually i would've been like "oh mole! Bye, next question! Hi" this kinda shit, but i did it today.
My favorite game now is so BINGO!

Training ytd was so funny.
Yknow i'm still cringing over what Cheryl said, haha. She has this weird imagination that blows my mind and i'm like still "okayyyyy..." haha. I can't get over it.
And i'm still trying to digest what Bertrand told me cos its too, i should say, content heavy. Haha. But i guess he's happy so i'm like whatever. Anyway, thanks for making me feel better ( i think) though you scared me until i wanted to scold you. Haha.
Omg, love y'all ttm!!!

Studying chem with christy and vanessa was fun but so lame.
Now, i have to do bio and study hard cos i can't break my passing streak (:
But first i shall go blog hopping! (:
And shopping! ((((:

XX love y'all!

2009-05-10T04:22:00.000-07:00

Life's too hectic; we need a day off

There's no school tomorrow, i am so happy.

So hopefully more people will go training tomorrow. Haha.

Yknow i stupidly thought that there would be no training tomorrow afternoon. Since like, last weds.

And i was planning to do fabullous things all dy long ( READ: STUDY!)

Then my mum was like 'WHO SAY DON'T HAVE!!!!'

Ohwell, nice way to burst my bubble and make me sad ):

At least there's no school! &church today was so funny and awesome.

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO ALL THE GREAT MOTHERS (including my mad and crazy mother)

2009-05-08T23:31:00.000-07:00

Next week is wayyyy too busy ):

At least i'm half done with chem, but that doesn't help much.

Yesterday was super fun, HAPPY BIRTHADY FLORA!

I'm so nice okay, i stayed for dinner, though we waited for 1 hour plus (:

So in the end, we talked for a while then went home.

Hope she likes her BUNNY! Rex or BGJ (:

*that finger there is not mine! :O

i love BHJ's eyes, so nice and captivating.

Yupp, so we headed to her house then to vivo where we were late but still didn't miss anything.

THANKS FLORA KRYSTAL INEZ TIFFANY WANYING FRANCES WEITING for the wonderful dinner, it was really fun! <3

I reached home at 1045 and surprisingly i wasn't tired so i went to do some chem and math.

This morning i woke up, washed up then did chem. Haha.

Is this the new me!!?

Maybe not, considering i'm here now. Lol.

Anyway, i still read my book before sleeping.

I love days that i don't have training the next morning, cos i can read books at night.

School has been fun (:

Except for Mr Geriant WONG.

I'm not afraid to post his name, cos i feel that i haven't done anything wrong.

Oh well, he's getting what he deserves, is this what they call, retribution?

Mess with me and deal with my mum.

She's mad, literally and not.

I'm happy for myself no cos i've found new ways to annoy her!!! (:

A toast to myself!

And my dad too. Yknow since my brother is so ____________

i have to entertain myself a little bit. Haha.

My dad is so lame. Its just at times like this when i am truly grateful for all that i have, no matter how much my life may suck, if only my sister were here!

And looking forward to a session when RachGoh and Edith goes, so we can have a gossip marathon! Haha, Meanwhile, gossip session with Edith is still good (:

When there's a plus side, there is always a minus side.

But it wouldn't be right to spoil my happy post! (:

I love you, 4 charity!

2009-04-20T05:54:00.000-07:00

I've changed. I know, but i've changed
for the worst, i am no longer happy, instead
i've turned into this monstrous creature
who's angry all the time. I get angry
at the smallest and stupidest stuff,
that don't even seem important. I just
want to forget everything. But in a way,
i think i'm happier now, because i've learned
to prioritise, i know what i want and what
i don't want to do. I know whats important
to me and what's not.
Don't tell me i've changed whatsoever, cos i know. Maybe in 2 weeks time when all of it is over, i will really become a different person. I know i will become 10x happier. But that is when i can have what i want. I've never felt real happiness in a longlong time, i think i've forgotten what it feels like somtimes cos its just a distant memory lurking in the back of my mind. I know i can never be happy if i keep doing what i'm doing now, cos there's just no meaning. I'm so hating myself right now for being so annoying.
And honestly, i don't care if you don't like me. Cos really, i don't like you too. I know you're superior and dammit good. but i don't really give a shit. I though i knew you but now i think you're just another poseur (!!!). But treat others nicely please, don't throw them one side when you've found something better. Cos you're not queenbee.

<3

2009-04-18T02:33:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was fun! (:
The Rgym girls are good, they got 1st for group (:
Well done, Lowann Vanessa Flora and Lynette!

Lit seminar today was so -.- i felt like
pulling my hair out during the talk cos
it was so boring and we couldn't
see the screen ): but other than that,
it was alright. Cara is super annoying okay!
Haha. I have to go study for history now ):
At least i get to skip english test next
week (:

When StNicks is at its best, nobody comes close.
Lets go Track, Swim, Dance and all the other CCAS! <3

2009-04-14T01:44:00.000-07:00

ohno. i'm not training on tuesday mornings anymore ): i wasted my precious sleep today. so during chem i was half dead, okay at least better than christy, and i slept halfway during chinese test. and i just found out that there's history test tomorrow. ohgosh, was i like sleeping during the whole of last week or what! yes so anyway, the gym girls got to skip like almost half of today ):< and the damn chinese test too! which i didn't know until today. lol. so now i have to study for history tomorrow, oh did i mention its open book test? if not i'll probably not sleep tonight, and i'm so sad cos i ate some mango pudding before realising i cannot eat mango ): so i only have potato chips now! ):<
i'm going to see bakerella to feel better. bye.

2009-04-12T04:08:00.000-07:00

I can't believe there's school tomorrow! ):
At least i've done the *(^%$ report. Dammit.
Yesterday was good for me.
Cos i managed to have 'me' time.
I went to the library, roamed around and went to
eat cheesecake! My life is so fucked up man.
I seriously feel like flinging myself off this building now.
Myabe after i've watched the 7o'clock show.
I love MHM they've got awesome stuff, i dknw
why ppl wanna shop at threadless cos the stuff
there are super lame, and VS is overpriced this
season and F21 has pratically nothing. Charlotte Russe
has awesome stuff. Maybe i'll check out Supre,
Asos is wayyyyy overpriced. Should just log onn to
Amazon and buy IT GIRL.

There's the dinner thingy today and i feel so anti social/no mood/bad mood/ whatsoever.
I just want to be alone okay!!!! I don't feel like talking, walking, smiling, or even shift my gaze from wherever i am looking.
Sorry SARAH! I know you want me to go ): but i still love you anyway <3!
I'm happy just eating Subway Club and a large packet or Doritos and watching the gay 7 oclock show.

&i realised how much i love talking to some people, cos they treat me like a real human, its like i can tell them anything and they won't judge me. Its just simple and retarded things like this that make me happy. I don't need to owe the world etc etc. Have alot of money and things to be happy. Just give me a good book, a neat room and nice weather, i am satisfied.

I learned so much this week, both about myself and other people. I am so freaking gonna ignore everyone whom i don't like, cos its easier than to have you in my mind always and cursing you (not that i do) i know what i want NOW, but it doesn't seem like i'll get it. In the meantime, i'm just glad to be able to talk to you.

&to everyone, whatever you do, don't eat the waffle from Prima Deli at Causeway Point, cos it sucks.

2009-04-03T22:14:00.000-07:00

OH WOW. I just realised how hopelessly out of shape i am. I was panting like crazy during training. Lol. I had fever yesterday night ): and as weirdly as it came it suddenly disappeared, but i still felt to tired and dead. I felt as if my head was spinning and it was super horrible ): and my whole body was so sore and i kept puking ): Anyway. School was fun yesterday! TABOO! (: we won by 30 over points (: And i need to study bio now. Bye.

2009-04-02T05:56:00.000-07:00

I feel so utterly sorry for my
non existent social life. And i am
so so so i don't know how to
describe it.
Today sucked ttm.
Way over the top and into the
azure blue sky, thats how horrible
it was.

&got freaking oral shizzzzz tmr.
Wth, sure get damn low cos its
uhm, so obvious.

I thought i felt okayish today.
Until this inexplicable feeling
suddenly swept over me and
filled up every vein in my body
eventually overwhelming my
entire body. thats how :O it was.
I hate it when i'm like that cos i am
mean to everyone around me.
i'm all 'don't come near me or i'll
bite your head off' but my brother
still quite nice to me. Give me
advice on how to do some things.
YAY! he rocks.

LUNCH TMR AND BIO! (:
omgomg, i'm going to eat ice cream now!

2009-04-01T00:47:00.000-07:00

I realised i've been quite happy
and high the past few days (:
Maybe cos its april fool day today
and i managed to prank just abt
Christy and half the chem girls.
Feel quite bad, haha.
&eat ice cream and look at the
tortoise one of which looks like a snake!
:O
&my life sucks cos i cannot eat
PEANUT BUTTER! :O

Sometimes i think i deserve much better,
why am i doing some shit sometimes that
i regret after that. &why do i let myself
suffer and let other push me around,
i'm not some pretty little flower vase,
when you need me then
use me the put some nice flowers, when
you don't then leave me aside to collect dust
and eventually die. sometimes i just
want to not care and
escape but somehow there's always
someone there to remind me and say
'wtf are you doing'. i just
have to accept the fact that i am not
as good as others so i should just listen
to them and treat them like they're royalty
and all that. cos, YOU ARE THE BEST.

2009-03-31T17:47:00.000-07:00

My life is SO SO SO interesting. NOT.
I have some gross and itchy horrible
disgusting totally puke worthy eczema shit ):<
I want to kill myself cos its so itchy and ):<

But on one side, its a blessing in disguise
cos i get to skip a few sessions of training.
Okay, maybe too much of training. I'm so
gonna die when i get back. But i do't care,
cos later Christy is gonna make me laugh
until i fall off my chair cos she's going to act
as the bull whale (: & then, we are SO going to
the zoo to see the animals and maybe try and
steal one of them home! YAY! I
want a cute tortoise, not the smelly terrapin kind
i have at home ):<
& oh ya. I passed bio test! (:
But i;ll probably fail the next one due
to missing one too many bio lessons and school ):

I shoul dkill myself now, cos i've been to
the doctors 3 times this week already. Tomorrows
gonna be 4 and thats almost $200 being
thrown off the building ):< yknow how sad i feel?
Ohyes, i canot eat seafood and mango now ):
And orange bowl chili anymore!
But instead have to eat some gross
chinese medicine 3 times a day! ):<

&there's stupid pigface english test now.
which i so hate to the maxzzxxz! I shall
make myself better and make cookies!

I AM SO RANDOM BUT I HAVE
TO GO FOR ENGLISH NOW!
Miss me much! (:

2009-02-19T23:28:00.000-08:00

I think i am really weird.

There is always NO reason for my hibernation mood.

Its like once a month i'll go into my hibernation
mood when i don't really wanna do anything. I
just wna go and do what i have to do and then
get out of the place asap. I don't wna leave my
house for too long, even if i have nothing to do at
home. It seems like during that time i get scared
of going out. Like yknow i will melt if i walk out of my door.
&i really hate talking, i try my best to avoid talking cos
i just wna be alone.
Yes, i know super weird man.

&i'm like iN super hibernation mode now.
I dknw what triggered it when i seemed fine just
a few days ago, maybe its been lingering inside me
all along just waiting to erupt. I am SO, SO, SO
sick of everything, for no particular reason.
I don't care even if i knew what i huge mistake i did for
my Bio SPA, usually i'd be freaking out pulling
my hair out and going, ' shit, i'm so gna die'
But today i'm just like "ohokay, i got that wrong, big
deal'
&i feel horrible cos ytd i was in ): mood and Rainer was
in super (: mood, so he kept talking to me but
i kept doing what i do best, i ignored him and just went
'Uhmmm, okay' and he still bought fancy gems for
me! See what a (^&%#@* person i am!!!
I willwillwill be nicer to him.

&it seems like i forgot how to write a good essay.
I was wrecking my brains to come up with nice sentences
during english, and the only few good ones were like :O
Like this crap :
"the world lapsed into slow motion as ... realised it was a fait accompli"
&my essay, i bet was some shit.
cos i didn't know what to write!
So i just got bits and pieces and pieced them all together like a
jigsaw puzzle.

Ohwell, at least i passed history test.
and got to eat orange bowl and didn't
sleep in school today and ate finish my fancy gems
and learnt some new chinese words.

I'm going to hide under my blanky.

2009-02-03T03:35:00.000-08:00

I've had a greatttttt day today! :D
&i shall be awesome and make dear Sarah a giantnormous brownie as promised.

Ohya, has anyone seen Christy's calculator? Its omg! the coolest
one on earth! *Gasps.
But she doesn't know how to use it. Lol

I'm on a baking spree now! (: I made brownies yesterday &
i ended up sleeping at 1130. Sheesh.

My mumsies is watching Heart Of Greed Part 2 now.
She's like some TVB freak & i'm becoming
one too!!! : O cos its just so NICEEEE.
My mum is super -.- lol.

I'm going to be good and study history now.

2009-01-31T19:22:00.001-08:00

I FEEL SICK.
2 huge ulcers, feet infection
blocked nose and a slight fever.
Been feeling veryvery under the weather lately.

I hope i don't get it tmr,
cos i didn't train in the afternoon.

2009-01-10T21:38:00.000-08:00

I think i take back some of the stuff i said in my previous post ):
Wth.

If someone keeps making you do something
which you really really hate, will you like it?
Will you still continue doing it?
&
What if the person is also super annoying.

&
I hate it when people are nice to me one moment, then
suddenly damn bad to me or ignore me.
I'd prefer it if you don't talk to me forever.
Afterall, since when did you really care.
All you ever cared about were those who you liked.

Yesterday my brother suddenly said
'DFTL'
(i was supposed to guess what it meant)
& i said
"damn fucking tired lah'
lol. he gave me that WTH look and said
'don't forget the lyrics'
OKAY, i wanted to kill him.

I'm like some sleep deprived person,
i get super sleepy at 9pm everyday.
& these few days i only talk to like a few
people, cos believe it or not,
i actually hate talking.
Except to some people who can entertain
me and we talk about the same thing.
If not, please don't talk to me if not
i'll find you super annoying.

Need to revise Chem and Bio now, then
read some lit.

Ohyeah,
did i mention that i have gross feet infection
again?!? So i may not be able to train tomorrow
(:< good or bad, you decide.
Not that i actually care much.

2009-01-09T05:26:00.000-08:00

Can anyone say 'well done eve' for
surviving the first week of school and
not dying! I haven't slept in any lessons (:
almost for Bio and English. Lol.

Been quite good mood esp during trainings
lately, except for some people ):< ask edith! (:

Bio and Chem test next week, half done studying!

2009-01-02T04:21:00.000-08:00

I know i'm weird ):

I always do wrong things at the wrong time!
I cry when i get angry
I'm quiet when i'm sad
I sleep at 2am when i feel hopeless
I talk alot when i'm happy.

I hate 2009.
I'm going to church on Sunday!
I get so irritated easily these few days ):<

School today was horrible.
Got to see my 'friends'
I hate school.

2008-12-19T22:27:00.000-08:00

I've been such a bitch this week.
Hopefully things will go better next week.

I kindof enjoyed hell week :O

Bye blog.

2008-12-13T19:52:00.000-08:00

ALL THOSE GOING SAC
OUTING ON WEDS, PLEASE
SMS ME!
IF NOT YOU WILL BE
EXCLUDED FROM IT, I
AM DEAD SERIOUS.

2008-12-09T18:32:00.000-08:00

I miss training ):
Hopefully i can swim tomorrow, but
apparently i have to follow doctor's orders
if not my infection won't get well. Wth.

I'm so bored at home! For the whole of
yesterday, i packed my room.
( i even cleaned my sister's table!)
Now my skin is peeling ):
freaking allergic to dust! ):<
Watched some hongkong show,
its super funny (:

&finally, Rainer's back! (: i went to the airport
to get him, wasted like 4 hours of my time.
He bought my magazines! (: (:
&my perfume.
YAY! (: kinda glad he's back.

I'm trying to do some online shopping,
but all the stuff suck.
Wth. Maybe i'll go out with Teyu&Krys
(when krys answers her phone!)
I want to eat soup spoon!
The worst part about not having
anything to do is that i keep eating!
Esp now there's Krispy Kreme! ):<

P.S: Rainer reads my mags too! :O
&my friend is finally back! (:

2008-12-07T02:19:00.001-08:00

I can't resist shopping.
So even though my feet hurt like crazy
today, i still went out with my mum.
The pain was unbearable &she kept
walking so fast ):<
But heck, it was well worth it &fruitful (:
Y'all knw i can't help it. I bought so many stuff.
I have to force myself to kick tomorrow.

Rainer comes back tomorrow!
(:

2008-12-04T22:21:00.000-08:00

SOMETIMES I MISS STUFF TOO MUCH AND I GET ALL EMOTIONAL ):
I hate that part of me.
Totally miss the Subway breakfasts.
Whatever happened to the good old days? ):<

I'm so tired. I feel like i'm gonna drop dead and die.
Slept at 2 am yesterday, but i can't seem to sleep now!
Today has been a super sad day.
Don't even wna talk about it. Only
Flora Kenneth and Ty knows.
Sometimes i get so angry that i cry (??!!?)
Haha, weird.

At least breakfast today was okay-ish.
Rather fun (:
With Wenying Rachg Cheryl and Zach! (:

My stupid feet is super gross!
I can barely even walk ):
I cab around everywhere now, using my own money.
Ugh, gonna be super broke in a week!
Maybe i'll leave the house 1 hour earlier
to take a bus later.

I was hobbling (GASP!) in the rain
to get a cab yesterday. Almost fell down
-.- now my ankle hurts.
Also i've been having really bad headaches.
Wth!!

Can't wait for Rainer to get back, at least
i have someone to talk to.
Been super lonely these past few days. Only
people i talk to is Flora Kenneth Richard
and Krys (<3 you guys!) but then again
thats not enough. (Humans are never
satisfied!) Okay, at least my sister's still alive
and doing well.

&&&Rach Goh's the best! (: She brought
home my Estee Lauder face wash! (: <3
I thought i'd lost it. My mum will totally
go nuts if i did! THANK YOU RACHG!

I'LL DO SOMETHING MORE MEANINGFUL
NOW.

2008-11-30T02:37:00.000-08:00

WHY AM I TALKING TO RANDOM
PEOPLE ON FACEBOOK!?
I don't even add people i don't know.
Lol.

I heart facebook! (:

I've decided to do a quiz, before i go and
visit my grandmother again!

You're supposed to get below 60 points in total to be considered an angel!
1) Smoked
2) Consumed alcohol
3) Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4) Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5) Made out with someone of the opposite sex
6) Made out with someone of the same sex
7) Had someone of the opposite sex in your room
8) Watched porn (With Edith Richard and Nick, FORCED TO!)
9) Bought porn
10) Done drugs
TOTAL: 5

11) Taken painkillers
12) Taken someone else's prescription medicine
13) Lied to your parents
14) Lied to a friend
15) Snuck out of the house
16) Done something illegal
17) Cut yourself
18) Hurt someone
19) Wished someone to die
20) Seen someone die
TOTAL: 7

21) Missed curfew
22) Stayed out all night
23) Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24) Been to a therapist
25) Been to rehab
26) Dyed your hair
27) Received a ticket
28) Been in a wreck
29) Been to a club
30) Been to a bar
TOTAL: 3

31) Been to a wild party
32) Seen the Mardi Gras
33) Had a fling
34) Had a spring break in Florida
35) Sniffed anything
36) Wore black nail polish
37) Wore armbands
38) Wore t-shirts with band names
39) Listened to rap
40) Own a 50 cent CD
TOTAL: 2

41) Dressed gothic
42) Dressed prep
43) Dressed punk
44) Dressed grunge
45) Stole something
46) Been too drunk to remember anything
47) Blacked out
48) Fainted
49) Had a crush on your neighbor
50) Had someone sneak into your room
TOTAL: 0

51) Snuck into someone else's room
52) Had a crush on someone of the same sex
53) Been to a concert
54) Dry humped someone
55) Been called a slut
56) Called someone a slut
57) Installed speakers in your car
58) Broke a mirror
59) Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
60) Brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
TOTAL: 3

61) Consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
62) Seen an R rated movie in theaters
63) Cruised the mall
64) Skipped school
65) Had an eating disorder
66) Had an injury
67) Gone to court
68) Walked out of a restaurant without paying
69) Caught something on fire
70) Lied about your age
TOTAL: 4

71) Owned an apartment
72) Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73) Cheated with someone
74) Got in trouble with the police
75) Talked to a stranger
76) Hugged a stranger
77) Kissed a stranger
78) Rode in the car with a stranger
79) Been sexually harassed
80) Been verbally harassed
TOTAL: 2

81) Met face to face with someone you met online
82) Stayed online for 12 hours straight
83) Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight
84) Watched TV for 12 hours straight
85) Been to a fair
86) Been called a bad influence
87) Cursed
88) Prank called someone
89) Laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90) Cheated on a test
TOTAL: 8

91) Cheated on homework
92) Held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93) Been pushed into a pool
94) Played pool
95) Watched 5 hours of mtv straight
96) Had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97) Had a crush on someone younger than you
98) Wear eyeliner
99) Skinny dipped
100) Laughed at someone who was seriously hurt
TOTAL: 5

Total : 38 (: Yes i am not! (:

I don't don't don't want tomorrow to come ): ): ):
I want to stay in bed till 9 and read my Marian Keyes book!
At least shopping date this weds (:
But there's flag day!! ):< UGH.

I'm only updating cos i'm bored.

2008-11-28T19:39:00.001-08:00

I shall do an update today! Since
there's no training later! ( for me at least )
This week has been downright horrible ):
This morning was okay-ish.
At least no 6k set!!! But 20 rounds of running!
):< ):<

P.S i wish you were here, so i can talk to you! ):
But you're off in some other country. UGH!

And i've been spending so much time
on facebook and stuff.
Oh &btw, imma real gossipgirl fan!
How cool is that (:
Eat your heart out girls, I'VE GOT SEASON 2 DVD! :D
&stupid Krys better still have my season 1 alive.
I'll entertain myself with reading first, since i've got
the clique summer collection! ( left with Dylan ): )
Can't wait for the DVD to come out (:

These few days i've been in a not so good mood.
At least i've got TzeYang. I kinda miss Gerald ):
I shall go and talk to Sarah and tell her to
buy me all things beautiful from Taiwan!
Andandand, spend more time shopping (when's
our shopping date! &sleepover!!!?? )
Yes, &Rachg better plan a good sleepover!

Surprisingly, this isn't a one sentence post!
Yay me! (YAY x10) LOL.
I need to go &buy my mags! ):
I'm convinced the only way to make me be in
a good mood again is reading mags, shopping,
eating! (:
I suddenly feel like eating MALTESERS.
Though i just ate like 150g of it! :O

Okay, i need to do more important stuff
now. Like facebook-ing. Or find out holiday
homework! Can't find my
Chem &Bio so i can't study ):

2008-10-12T20:53:00.000-07:00

Okay just to let you know, i'm still alive,
though i haven't blogged in ages.
Can't wait for wednesday, sleepover at Flora's house,
KL trip, PICNIC!, escape (:
Life after exams are great, but i think
we're getting back results tomorrow ):

I can't wait for Gary to come back ): ): ):
Although that'll probably mean harder sets
and no more playing ):
But i can't wait to see what my sister got for me!
Haha. And Rainer's off in India now, so
i'm alone (:

I can't post anymore cos my neck is aching
and i have to bend it sideways to relieve it.
But its not helping much ):

I'll be back soon (:

2008-09-01T02:33:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating for AGES! This
blog is like, so dead. I have been studying! (:
more or less. I just can't seem to sit
down and study. This sucks )))))):
I've officially started on chem bio and ss (:
so left hist lit and math. I hate math! Teachers' Day
celebration was -.- i could've gone home,
cos it ws the teachers who were
celebrating! ):<>

Training this morning was fun, because
i wasn't posted to the distnace group!
They freaking did 10k! :O then coach
david was like 'shit, if i knew they were
doing 10k i will put you there, you damn
lazy' Wth -.- so ARGH! & i am not
a terrorist! (i don't terrorise people) lol.
Supposed to go Escape for SAC outing otday,
but sorry guys ): esp Alfred, who kept
telling me to go.

I have school tomorrow! ):<<<<<<
Sheesh, maybe Pepper Lunch after that will
make going to school worth (: I went to
change my New Balance shoes yesterday! (:
Its red &pink <3>
borders! I wanted to buy the pretty little
liars novel, but my mum would've
said no, so i settled for some other books.
Went for buffet after that, gosh i ate so
much i could barely walk! Or swim, i
kick below 1.26 this morning! ):<>
coach david keep scolding me (as usual)
So, i shouldn't go for anymore buffets! (:

Okay, i NEED to stop here and go and study.
Bye.

2008-08-20T03:13:00.000-07:00

Shawn Johnson finally won a gold
medal!!! (: OMG. She's just awesome,
all the power &strenght packed into
that small body of hers, and the amazing
thing is she only trains half of what others
does! :O I saw her beam routine and it was
i don't know how to describe it! (:
Okay, i'm a swimmer talking about
gymnastics -.- but i just can't help it!

Okay, Michael Phelps was great too! :O
8 Golds? Wth.

Okay, i'd say, what a great post (:
Haven't been training for the past few days :/
and have been eating like a bottomless pit.
Pepper lunch, two whole bars of Ritter Sport
Toblerone, Muffins/Brownies. Chips..
Fries, all that crap, so i've put on 2kg
OMG! ):< and i'm gonna eat again later.
Sheesh. My sis is leaving tomorrow!!!!
OHNO! ):<

2008-08-07T05:07:00.001-07:00

Class gone for sports trip ): But on
the right side, i don't need to go
to school! (: So i've been studying
every now and then when i feel like
it. Rainer's coming home from Beijing
today, but i'm not going airport, cos
its super late (:<

Training has been awesome!
On Sat, we had a mini meet between
Team Pony Warriors and Team Cheeky
Monkey. Lol, don't ask me abt the names -.-
So my team won! Haha, it was quite fun.
Today was Welfare Day once again, as it
rained (: See, its fated! So we only swam
100m. OMG. Then played for a while before
we got chased out ):<

Current lust : www.laceflowers.blogspot.com
I love the sesame street hoodie! Anyone wna
buy it for me? Haha.

I have to go study now ):<

2008-07-29T05:13:00.000-07:00

I have been in a bad mood the past
few days. PMS? I guess so.
English today was damnomgwth WTF.
Hate the teacher to the max. So
anyway thanks to those guys who helped
pull through this horrible day.

Fire drill today was right during our Chinese
Compo test! (: But we still did it. Lol

I've found my love! Softball is the greatest! (:
Christy is freaking funny, she fell
down and was so desperate to
get to base, that she crawled! Yes,
CRAWLED! (:< Haha.

I have to study now.
Bye (at least its not a one
sentence post)

2008-07-25T06:27:00.000-07:00

I wake up everyday thinking that
tomorrow will be better. But i guess
i'm just deluding myself.

-I have to be parsimonious,
i really want it! (:

2008-07-22T06:56:00.000-07:00

I swear the whole world is going
crazy, so am i. I'm literally going nuts!
5 tests this week &i have to put up
with training. Gary is crazy &so are
the teachers.
Off to study!
(anyone wanna help me in lit,
sms me please. Thanks.)

2008-07-20T04:16:00.001-07:00

YKNOW I NEVER FIGHT A
LOSING BATTLE :D

2008-07-17T06:40:00.000-07:00

Today was a bad day. But somehow
i managed to cheer up with the help
of Edith Gerald Marc-us and Cheryl
Tan. Basically all the nice SAC people (:
Edith is seriously freaking funny!

Went for track comp ytd, and they
are awesome! Track got double 2nd!
Thats super good! I managed to see
Inez in action, and boy, she is super fast
man. Sadly, we had to train home ):
Which was super far. Me Teyu and Lows
took the same train, but Vanessa was
a loner (:< Haha.

I've given up on A math, so i think
i'm gonna sleep now (: Bye.

2008-07-13T03:19:00.000-07:00

I am so sad that i couldn't campaign for
Wanying cos of damn Sch Nats! ):< So i
shall dedicate a post to her!

I'm not voting for her cos she's my
classmate and its only right that i vote
for her. I seriously think she's the best
choice for this post as she's caring, has
great leadership skills, innovative and
just about the best choice for councilor
president!

I'll always remember tea day when i
found out i was sitting with Wanying,
she was more than friendly and nice.
The day when i was crying like a moron
and Wanying wrote a note to me telling
me everything will be fine in the end, the
day when she told us she was going to
run for councilor president.

She has great time menagement skills, i
mean come on, compared to the other people
who are running for this, Wanying is the one
who has to train 3 times a week, HARD.
(no offence)She still manages to keep up
with work and stay on the ball. She always
puts on a strong front and never lets anything
get to her cos she knows its important to be
happy always, and i must say it had
influenced me GREATLY. I wish i could
be more like her yknow.

But even if she dosen't get it, she'll forever
be the best in my heart &i know it. All the
best Wanying, you have my vote! <3

2008-07-12T23:39:00.001-07:00

I love the R gymmers! (:

Stupid judges counted their
score wrongly, so they ended up
doing really badly &they were biased! ):<
Same for tramp too! So ah-noyying.
Tomorrow, Vanessa's gna complain to me
so i have to prepare myself. Haha.
But whatever it is, Jolene Lynette Vanessa
LowAnn Beverley at least y'all did
your best &even Flora TEYU who
didn't compete! Haha lol.

&I'm still contemplating to go
sports trip or not -.- If its something
like St Johns, whole day tell us
walk here walk there, i'm not going.
I'm more of a lie down and sleep person, so
i don't like climbing mountains :0 If i go,
almost the whole class will be going, which
will be cool, if i don't go, i can catch up
on my homework! :0 i know.
&should i go track finals or A gym comp?
Next Weds (NO TRAINING!)
Decisions, decisons, decisons. Gosh :D

So, it all remains to be seen &i hope
tomorrow goes well as just as we plan!

2008-07-10T05:09:00.000-07:00

Sch Nats was awesome! :D
I didn't get dunked, okay, the idea
of getting all chlorinated
isn't so appealing. Sorry, guys.

My events were okay, i
guess. Haha. Thanks to all
those who came down to support!
Weiting Bobbies Crystal Loo
Krys Serlin Wanying and everyone else.
<3 I'm thinking about going
for track finals next week? Haha.

Dinner was super screwed up, i stayed
a while then went to town to
meet Rainer Rach Goh&Yeo
Josh Zach Jed for pool. Talked for
super long, and it was great! Really
really fun.

Dragged my ass out of bed for
training this morning! :O i know!
But whatever, i totally died in the
afternoon. Thank God there was
lightning. &Makoto smacked me in
the head today with his paddles,
i didn't shout at him! (: Haha.

Back to school now, that sucks ):<
All the way R gymmers and trackers!
<3 y'all.

2008-07-06T02:13:00.001-07:00

I am annoyed to the max! Dammit.
I'll try not to use expletives here.
I wish i was anywhere but here
though ):<

2008-07-04T23:26:00.000-07:00

I ah-bsolutely can't wait for the
clique movie to be out! (: Go youtube
and watch the audition and trailers! (:

Right now, i wna get the summer
collection and Zoey Dean's books!
Any kind souls? :D haha.

Went breakfast today with
Gary Joel U-nice Lyn and Rainer.
Super entertaining and funny, went
to play the machine thingy and
we got like 10 tubes of mentos! Haha.

I am not just tired, i'm
exhausted.

<3

2008-07-04T06:17:00.000-07:00

The next time someone annoys me,

-Sorry I am not here right now
because no one is on... sorry %n
your counted as no one.

- I'll be right back. I'm saving the
world... from people like YOU.

-I'm away from the computer.
Actually I want to talk to you right now.
Actually your a really cool person.
Actually this whole message was a lie.

-Sorry %n I am too busy trying to find
an excuse so I don't have to talk to you.
Leave a message and I probably
won't get back to you.

-Roses are red, violets are blue,
I'd rather be dead than talk to you.

-I'm in a good mood right
now, don't ruin it by IMing me.

-Sorry, I'm having vision problems.
I can't see myself talking to you

-I'm not ignoring you;
I'm selectively bypassing you.

-I would talk to you, but
I really don’t want to waste my time.

-Everyone is entitled to be
stupid, but %n abuses the privilege.

-Hello, I am here, but I'm avoiding
someone I don't like... IM me,
and if I don't respond, it's you!

I'm not mean, i'm just bored (:
So bored that i'm trying to
start a convo with Bertrand :/
How pathetic! ):

I am dead tired from all the
trainings and whatnot.

Bye, i seriously pray for an
easy set tomorrow, if not
i'll stab myself :D

2008-07-03T05:56:00.000-07:00

I did 32.96 today :D
Not good for others, but good
for me, its enough.

Right now, i have to convince Coach
that i'm the most hardworking
person! :O I went for training this
morning, and right after my relays
without warming down, and in the
end, he had to give us some
super tiring set which almost
made my heart pop out of
my eyes :O But i still completed
it, did 2 dives, swam down 800m (:
See, i told you i am! Just have
to convince him, which ain't gna be easy!

Today was fun, fun, FUN! Nick Sim
is super lame, he kept interrupting my
warm up! ):<>
day, i'm gna tell Yvonne :D
Hahaha.
& Kelvin keeps disturbing me too!
I've become a disturbing tool! :O
He wants to race me in Backstroke,
i bet he'll own me though. He also dared
me to splash this guy!?! Wth. Haha.
Kelvin is lame! :O
& Bertrand is annoying! :D
Haha, he has glasses now! I guess
studying has taken a toll on his
poor eyes! (: Oh wow.

I have the greatest friends EVER! (:
<3>
,everyone else! :D

2008-07-02T06:39:00.000-07:00

I'm a happy person! (:

I finally got my Clique
book today! Its nice! I heart
the ending! (: I read it finish
in one day! Tell me i'm
good. & Massie Block(in the book)
is ah-mazing! :D Lol.

Secondly, i got my Ayumi
songs. Thanks Michelle! (:
I used to have all, until the com
crashed, courtesy of me. Tsktsk.
But its okay, i've got it all
now (:

School Nationals heats yesterday,
50 back, it was okay i guess (:
Went for training after that, when
i thought i didn't have to but
i decided to be hardworking!
Okay, maybe cos Coach David
forced me to go ):<
&&& Those who did 50 back
(its an event!) still had to do
the 'those who got no
events today set!' ugh. So
i tried to bargain, but to no
avail, as usual ):
Nick and Zhenren came for
tryout (: If they come,
it'll be like a mini coe! :D

School tomorrow :/
Actually Dad told me not to
go, but i have to hand in my
work, and not miss Chem anymore
I mean, teachers have been
so understanding, i should
do something too right? Oh, that reminds
me i have to find my super
MIA report book :/ Its here
somewhere, i know.
&school today was a blur,
mainly cos i was reading?
-.- i'm guilty now. Hahaha.

Rainer's currently in
mourning that he can't go
Mexico, i feel sorry for him!
):

Time to get some beauty
sleep! (:

Heart y'all! :D

2008-06-30T05:54:00.000-07:00

CARA DIDN"T COME TO SCHOOL
TODAY! SO I DON"T HAVE
MY CLIQUE BOOK! ):

Ohman. I feel so sad. After i read that,
i wna get the Summer collection! (:
Haha. I'm such a book freak, but i'm
reading much lesser than last time. Lol.

School today was okay.. SS was funny. Cos
the 8 people around me were sleeping. I
was surrounded by a sea of sleeping people!
Tsktsk, Andrea! :O Chem was fun, Andrea
and i were doing the maze and spot the difference
in the DCM. Super fun, but hard to find! ):<

Training at SAC is the best! :D Thanks Duan Le
for annoying me everyday! Haha. But in
a good way i guess (:

Nats start tomorrow, not expecting much.
All the way, St Nicks! <3>

2008-06-29T02:23:00.000-07:00

You know you life is over when
you have no one to turn to.
Just to let you know,
we're all fallible.

Meanwhile, i'll just distract
myself with Gossip Girl. And i changed my
blogskin, oh well, i don't even know
why i bother keeping my blog alive :/
Its so supererogatory, i mean its just a blog.
Alright, and i've linked those who've told
me to, i feel quite accomplished! :D I'm
easily satisfied! (:

Open house yesterday was such a
waste of my time, i could've killed
myself. Went for lunch with Andrea the Man
at J8. She's super funny! (: And i
still love her although she posted that awfully
mean picture of me. Haha.

I have to get down to studying NOW.

2008-06-27T06:06:00.000-07:00

SEA Age was the bomb! (:

Miss most of the swimmers lots! They're
the best! :D

Training has been fun! (:
Alright, i've been
super MIA in school, had
my first day yesterday (:
I'm sitting with Jacinda Christy and Flora!

I'll post abt Sea Age when i feel like it.

2008-06-12T20:07:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not blogging for so long, have been
pretty lazy :P

Went out on Monday to watch KungFu Panda
with Richard Kenneth and Rach Goh, it was super fun (:
Thanks you guys for such an enjoyable day! Y'all are
the best! :D Went for Sea Age meeting after that, so
i'll be rooming with Sijia. Sorry Rach! But i still love you <3

& i just came to realise that Sarah Lai kindof rocks!
But i am better than her (: I'll miss her the most! ):<

This is counted as a post right? (:

2008-05-29T06:41:00.000-07:00

Sometime, you just wna lie down in bed and
never get up. Life sucks, need i say anymore?
I've said this so many times, i can't even
remember how many.

I can't take your shit. Leave me alone, dammit.

2008-05-26T03:29:00.000-07:00

17 plates of sushi at Sakae today, baby! (:
Care to beat that? Went Sakae after training
which ended at 4 (super early) with Scott Sarah
and Rainer. Had skinfolds(!!) and jump test for
training then 2 km swim. Skinfolds was okay, i
decreased :D but still super high, ever mind :/

Sakae was fun, we were all eating like some pigs,
but it was fun (: I'm super full now, i can
barely walk at all ):<

School today was okay. I wasted 2 hours , as
we had free period and recess.
So Francine Julia Christy and I went AMKH,
ate sushi and bought sweets.
Had Bio pract/SPA today and then Math. Science
Centre tomorrow, but i'm not going! (:

I am so full and tired. I think i'm gonna sleep soon.

1 MORE DAY TO THE EXCITING DAY!

2008-05-24T02:18:00.000-07:00

This is outrageous! ):< Read Teen Vogue yesterday,
and here's what i found:
Model deemed too fat to
model in Paris Fashion Week, when she was 102lbs and 180cm.

One of my favorite models, ALI MICHAEL! She's just so awesome!

Some of her shows. She did opening shows for
some huge names last year, before she put on 5lbs and was 'too fat'

Look at her bones! Wtf.They said this was too fat for runway. And the
rest above. Omg. What is becoming of the modeling world!
If Ali Michael is fat, i should go jump off a building and
shoot myself with a gun 20 times. Lol. I still love her!

Teen vogue cover! Chanel Karlie and Ali!

Hot topic here:

http://coacd.blogspot.com/2008/05/ali-michaellive-blogging.html

The Naomi-Cindy-Christy days should be revived, and
not stick thin models. If they want an unrealistic body,
they should use robots or mannequins, seriously.

2008-05-22T04:58:00.000-07:00

Lat day of school today! :D
Okay, there's still extra lessons during the hols, so, damn.
So to round up the term, it pretty much sucked. Not
going into details here.

But i wrote in my reflection that i'm gna
study hard, be model student (like real),
stop reading mags under table, be nice to everyone
(nicer), shut up during lessons. All that stuff,
i know i can do it! ;D (kindof self-delusion, whatevs)
Math test today was okay, i think, hopefully
i can manage a pass, or better than that :D

I know who won American Idol! My sis told me
this morning. And in class i was like

'i know who won American Idol!'

And the rest said:

'Who?'

I went

'Don't tell you!'

Then everyone was like

'EHHH EVE! WALAO EH'

Damn funny, thats why i love 3C!
Got good new today, and
i'm kinda over the moon ;D
Lit today was fun! Miss Jacob rocks! (:

I have to go do something productive.
Bye.

2008-05-20T06:13:00.000-07:00

Today has been an alright kindof day. Though
training left me awfully guilty ):< i don't even
wanna talk about it now! Dammit.

So lets see, firstly training yesterday afternoon
was okay. Though we had a killer set at the
end when we thought it was just gonna be swim
down and all. But no, it didn't go down that way.
Other than that it was quite fun (first time i'm saying this)
Dragged my ass out of bed for training
this morning and the set comprised
mostly of kick :D :D Love kick sets, they're the best!
Afternoon was mainly kick too and i'm loving it! :D
How awesome! (: Whatever. School has been
surprisingly alright, though its not one of the
top activities on the top of my list.

Went Pepper Lunch after school which was fun,
at least they didn't have to pon Physics!
English was cool, writing testimonials. And i can't
really say much, except that Krystal is living in self denial,
and she won't accept the fact that she's not lovable.
And i couldn't get myself to write her testimonial,
simply cos it was full of lies. And you don't expect me
to lie all they way right?
I'd feel so bad. Sorry Krys! (:<
Andrea was being as lame as usual, and i'm not gonna
ever let her write my testimonial again!
Thats basically all for school.
Except when Mrs Cheong came and took a photo of us
eating orange bowl and i was totally scared , she scared
me by coming so close to me and saying
'I never take you lah' or something like that.
That was enough to freak me out already. Thanks.

For the record, my Peanut Butter Brownies
turned out awesome! Even Rainer's devouring it
like some bottomless pit. I shall make it again!
7 more days till the big day!! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIA! (:

I think this is the end of our friendship ):<

2008-05-18T21:23:00.000-07:00

Gawd. Today has been such a bad day ):< i feel
like going to bed and stay there till tomorrow
morning. But it dosen't seem to look like its gna
happen. Training later again, which totally sucks.
I got scolded this morning ):< whatever.

Its already a bad day, i hope it dosen't get any more worse.
Or maybe the batch of brownies in the
oven would just burn. Turn out completely
inedible. Not in a mood to talk to anyone right now,
so i think that kinda explains all the unreplied
messages and stuff. Sorry guys, wait till i'm in
the right frame of mind, before i reply.

I need peace. Off to watch the OC!

Don't you wish you could be like a hamster?

2008-05-17T02:35:00.000-07:00

Teachers should know when to stop, seriously.

Main point here is not the name tag, please.

Look at this! (:< THE ULTIMATE! &look at Serlin!

AND IT CAN GET SO EXTREME:

Guess who's this person? (:<
I'd better go. 3 more days till school ends. But
there training twice on Monday! ):< I thought
it was once! Dammit. And we start at 7 ):< Ugh.
530 training please! Countdown is on. 9 more days till
the big day, baby!

2008-05-15T05:56:00.000-07:00

I don' t know if i should treat you as a friend ):<

Crashed &Burned.
Life sucks to the max.

2008-05-10T06:44:00.000-07:00

I am so distracted ):<

'Neglected'

If these walls could talk, baby
What would they say?
They've been a witness to all of the pain
I gave you everything I had to give
Now I'm so empty cause you had your fill
You took the life from my face

The more you try to tell me that you changed
The more I feel neglected
If this is how you try to make it up to me
Then let's just end it
I don't like this feeling anymore
I don't like this feeling cause whenever I'm around you boy
I know that I won't be respected
Just neglected

All that I wanted was you by my side
But you walked in front of me all of the while
And all that I ever did was good enough
Well thank you baby cause you made me tough
Now I can go on my way
On my way

The more you try to tell me that you changed
The more I feel neglected
If this is how you try to make it up to me
Then let's just end it
I don't like this feeling anymore
I don't like this feeling cause whenever I'm around you boy
I know that I won't be respected
Just neglected

I never saw it coming
I should have kept on running
Instead I was there by your side believing all of your lies

How could you neglect me
Straight up disrespect me
How could you neglect my love
How could you neglect me
Straight up disrespect me
How could you neglect my love

The more you try to tell me that you changed
The more I feel neglected
If this is how you try to make it up to me
Then let's just end it
I don't like this feeling anymore
I don't like this feeling cause whenever I'm around you boy
I know that I won't be respected
Just neglected

How could you neglect me
straight up disrespect me
How could you neglect my love
How could you neglect me
straight up disrespect me
How could you neglect my love
How could you neglect me
straight up disrespect me
How could you neglect my love
How could you neglect me
straight up disrespect me
How could you neglect my love

I suddenly find this song quite nice :D
I need to get back on track.

2008-05-09T05:54:00.000-07:00

Tried to change my link but turned out unsuccessful ):<
Whatever. End of week! :D Okay, still got training
tomorrow morning, and its gonna be hard. Dammit,
kill me, seriously.

Bio test today, i was super freaked during
history and i almost cried, i was so scared. I gonna fail,
and i can't be bothered anymore. I studied like
some ass but yknow i'm still going to fail.
I hate studying. Sometimes i get so scared of
studying, i don' even dare to open my book.
Thats how bad it is and its awfully terrifying.
I'm feeling the pressure really bad and i feel
like crap. Yknow, its like people expect you to be
perfect and you have to live up to their
standards. I really hate that. I hate it when
my parents tell me what i MUST do and what i
SHOULD do, because they want it that way.
Have they ever thought of what i feel and what
i would like to do!?

The only time when i really feel like myself is
when i'm with Krys Andr Flora Vanessa and Chris
when we're just hanging out, talking rubbish and
stuff. Maybe one day, i'll just cave in and screw everything
up. Dammit.

I'm wasting my life away.

2008-05-06T05:30:00.000-07:00

Yeah, so i missed my 2.4 run today cos i was late by
like freaking 3 mins. Like, wtf. Hello? What could i
do if there was a traffic jam? Not like i caused it
whatsoever, or yknw prayed for it or something. But,
as everyone knws teachers are always right,
period, end of story. Sorry, you can't run today.
Gawd dammit. Make me go school early for nothing. If i had ran,
i wouldn't be the last to finish still, so they could have just let me run,
i'm serious. Wasted my bloody time, ugh, Bet this is a
ploy to get me to school on time everyday. Lol. So i had to go for
flag raising and all that. I feel so angry, i wasted so much time.
Wtf. School today was as usual, all the boring stuff.

Had 5 items yesterday, and i got all 'A' Yeah baby! Even
for my SBJ, which i totally suck at. 'A' grade was 177, first try
i did 181, then second one, erm, 173. Haha. Huge diff, but at least i
got a good grade. Got 'A' for sit &reach too! :D
3C was the bomb ytd, cheering one another on,
it was really cool, love you guys to the max! <3

Okay, training sucks. I got betrayed by PGM- Ng
Tzekang today! ):< Ugh. Think he PGM then damn
good lah! ):< Whatever. Yeah, i'm talking crap once
again &i gotta go study for Bio now. I feel so inferior cos
my sis got 94 for Bio in her university. I didn't know
she was that smart! :O byebye.

2008-05-01T04:55:00.000-07:00

What kinda labour day is this? Its almost
over and all i did was nothing. Except sleep
and watched OC for super long. I haven't done
a single sum of math, okay, let alone see the book
its here somewhere i know. Maybe i'll get down
to it later if i decide to. Or i could just sleep now.

Had training only once today! (: instead of
John's 2 sessions till on public hols.
But we started at 7, so by the time i got home
it was about 12 -.- wanted to go get Subway
with they guys, but it was closed, walked to macs
BK and then back to Long Johns. But
i just had a bagel & pigged out on muffins
at home. SO, i was expecting training to be hell
today, since we're only training once.
But it turned out alright. 6.6km only! I found
kick set okay :D and i made time. The main
set passed super fast too. Dryland was funny
today. Super messy and stuff, missed a few stations
but it was still fun (: back to 2 sessions tomorrow,
i hope afternoon is rec, although it'll probably
be long & boring and 7k plus ): not even considered
recovery lah -.- whatevs.

I wanted to bake chocolate cake today, but i
was too lazy from the start. Didn't even buy the ingredients.
Haha, maybe Sat. I can't wait for my sis to get back!
Oh boy. HURRYHURRY! But i bet she's
gna complain abt the extremely hot weather here.
Whats up with global warming, man. I'm melting! ):<
Yeah, so that explains, i have to polish up on
my baking skills, so i can feed her like a pig.

Yeah, and thanks to everyone who tried to cheer me
up on Tuesday. I just felt i had to let it all out
and hey, i feel much better now. I wasn't
really sad or angry, i just felt like,
okay, you don't like who i am, i don't care. You're
not significant in my life, if it were my friends
i'll change for them, but for you, you're not even
worth it. I don't need you to tell my who my friends are,
i know who they are.

Oh boy, this is really scary. After sch, i wanted to
message Andrea to get my papaya & jelly
from canteen, i picked up my phone, but didn't
message in the end, cos i was too lazy, i guess.
When she came back, she gave me a plastic bag
with a papaya &jelly in it! Omg. Haha. You guys
are the best! (: <33
Okay, 3 Charity is the best! :D

2008-04-27T05:11:00.000-07:00

A certain teacher scolded the class during camp.
Like wtf. Okay, thank God i wasn't there. If not
i would've totally wtfscrew her totally upside down.
But still, i pity the class. Yknow everything we do
is always WRONGWRONGWRONG. Nothing is ever right.
I don't even see the point in trying to please her,
nobody tries to. All she'll do is try and find something
wrong, even when everything is perfect and screw
your ass like nobody's business. So, whats the point?

And i find it funny that she, (WAIT, OR SHOULD
I SAY HE? Okay, point taken, i guess.) scolded
3C for not cleaning the toilet as a whole class.
Hello? We're students of St Nicks, not toilet/
potential job as toilet cleaners. So, even if we do
not know ho to clean up a freaking toilet, it has
nothing to do with you, unless you want to
render your services and clean our house toilet
next time?! So in the end, only 5/6 people cleaned
it, cos it was infested with flying ants. That looked like bees.
They were omg huge! The whole floor was black,
i saw it before and trust me, you don't wna set
foot in the toilet in a situation like this.
Yeah, and yknow what, i'm sorry if some of us
are not MAN enough like you and have the
guts to step on those freaky looking stuff.
We're gentle, delicate ladies. Hey, whatever
happened to the wen wen er ya thing?
Yeah, so he/she scolded the class cos only a
few people were cleaning. And then came the
BIG lecture of the class not being united
and bonded. AGAIN. Walao, if she really want
to scold us, at least come up with new topic lah,
i'm sure everyone is bored of that stupid topic.
And would love to hear some other complain you have
about our class. Or either that you can just
get a life and stay out of our class matters.
Okay, will be hard, but still...
Yeah, our class is always not united blahblahblah..
Thats in your opinion, which isn't important.
When teachers praise our class, you'll be all like
' I don't believe them'
and come up with some crap. That i don't
even care anymore. Other teachers think our
class is united and all. Thats the truth.
Okay, so hopefully you'll open your eyes
and see the real thing. If we weren't bonded,
we wouldn't have gone through all the
trouble and do the activities
as a class, and we wouldn't have bothered to
save Krystal in the game. Success can only
be achieved with teamwork, and we came in
1st and 3rd, so shut your ass up.

Okay, although i didn't get scolded, i still
feel so bad for my fellow jie mei men.
This is the SN spirit, man. I know the
stupid lame lecture put them in a
very bad mood, but, she's not
important, so screw her okay? (:

I totally can't stand the he/she.
Out of here. I know i like this teacher
so much, i dedicated a whole post. Oh
wow, Eve, you're amazing. I spent 20
mins when i could've been doing Math
or watching OC! ):<>
i'm gna blame her, just like how everything is our fault.

2008-04-26T04:22:00.000-07:00

Back from camp, baby! (:
Horrible experience. The instructors
were nice though and funny.
Our group (15) was Diamond?! What a name.
But he's really funny and noob-ish kind. Haha.
Yeah, the activities were quite good too,
all the games and stuff.
First day there was 'Amusing Race' and we
got 3rd not bad considering the fact that we
wasted quite alot of time at the beginning
talking and walking. Haha. We had to do a total of
13 activities, like:

1) Stand in a straight line and put a balloon
between each of us and walk for a distance
2) Sit down, put legs in front of the other
person and 'crawl' up the slope
3) All squeeze into one canvas sheet
4) Close eyes and take instructions
from others to pick up leaves

Basically these kinda stuff.
Then there was night activities too.
Each group had a 'prisoner' then the
rest of the teams were supposed to guess
the numbers to get 2 keys. But had to do an
activity before going to guess the number.
And we got it right on the first try :D Haha.
Then we had to go and save Krystal who was the
prisoner and carry her back. Then Mdm Lee
was super funny. She was like
'Eh, are you sure you want to save her? She very
heavy leh. Cannot carry! I think don't save better
lah, we go back first, she too heavy already'
and then she went to stand at a corner.
It was damn funny lah. LMAO! :D
But we still did save her and came in first! (:

Yeah, thats about all i guess. Cos i only
went for 1 day. Thank God! (: The food was BAD.
Very bad. Not enough for me! ):<
And i kept asking when we were gna eat
and the instructor was like
'Eh, you eat alot ah?'
Haha. It was quite fun, i guess.
But i just didn't like that i had to wear long
pants and shirt just cos i didn't wna get
mosquito bites. Haha. I probably looked
silly, but its better than having huge
lumps on my body :D

I AM SICK ):<
Felt really sick this morning but i just
went for training anyway. And i felt downright
horrible. But i still managed to finish the set :D
But skipped dryland. And yeah, Randy talked
to me and stuff, i feel so much better now :D
Can't imagine him gone and being stuck with
Jack! ):< Kill me, now! ):<

Yesterday, i got so scared of him that i started crying.
He was shouting and screaming at me cos i didn't
know how to do the proper stroke for breastroke.
Then he kept shouting like an idiot and called me
out of the water, started pulling and grabbing my head and arms.
And he kept pushing my head, like wtf?
I just got so scared. I've never had any coach
screamed at me so loudly before! ):< And i kept
dreading the breastroke part.
Then Leonard was nice enough
to help me and ask if i was alright :D
Leonard saved my day! (:
Stupid main set was 16x400 IM kick swim.
Wth. Its supposed to be recovery! ):< Ugh.

I'm out of here. This has been an awfully long post.

2008-04-22T05:21:00.000-07:00

Had flag day on Saturday and it was okay.
I had to plaster a smile on my face and be
a sweet little angel. How nice.
Yeah, people with LV bags don't donate.
Wth. I bet they're really stingy or either
that their bags are fake.

Went to eat after that with Krys And
Flora and Vanessa. Super fun :D

Then Krys and Vanessa left for mass.
The three of us went to eat Ben & Jerry's!
And Flora took such a long time, deciding
on not so nice flavors. Lol.

Daddy's birthday too.
Went out for Korean food! :D
And next day went church and had Turkish cuisine.
I'm turning into a major pig.
I just had Krispy Kreme and 3 small donuts today.
What an ass.

Yeah, so anyway. Its like i'm on every
teachers' hate list now.
Hello? Do they really think i have the
time to sit in a room and loll around,
waste my time? When i can be sleeping at home?
No freaking way. I will never ever do that
i'd rather sleep, thanks.
Yeah, so i got scolded for not going. Wth.
I don't really care anyway.
And there's another teacher who's driving me nuts!
Seriously, nuts okay. Hate the teacher like wtf.

I don't know what am i doing with my life.
I don't know what the hell am i doing everyday,
All i can think about is
' okay, i hope i survive training and don't fall asleep in class.'
Thats my aim every single day i wake up.
How so very interesting.

And Jack is back! ):<
Yknow i said good afternoon to him today
( i was late for dryland) and he just looked
at his watch, shake his head and roll
his eyes and walk away.
I just stood there like an idiot, not
knowing what to do. Its just so freaking rude.
Like this kinda attitude 'Wtf are you
talking to me for? You're not even worth
my time at all, you should just go home.'
At least Randy was nice enough not to ignore me.
And then after training Jack was like
'Oh eve, last one in the water, first one to talk'
I was like What.the.hell.is.your.problem?
I finished the set okay. What more do you want!
Ugh. I so agree with Tzekang.
I think i have to go back to SAC on Saturday
and rant about him to Coach David. He'll
just laugh at me -.- Haha. But
better than nothing i guess.

Tomorrow's gna be a
horrible day. I just know it.

2008-04-15T03:46:00.000-07:00

ALI's POEM

Ali is bloody
Ali so pretty
Ali ah Ali
Why not called Sally?

Ali ah Ali
likes to eat maggie mee
maggie mee ah maggie mee
so unhealthy

Ali ah Ali
go home watch HANA KIMI
whole day only know how to watch TV
when she see Wu Zun
she goes "SEXY!"

That's the story of Ali
but sadly...
she doesn't like to drink barley
but she likes to watch Barney

Barney's colour same as her sari
sari ah sari, so sexy!

By : Tiffany and Zhe Kang (:

Damn lame lah. And there's totally no
connection -.- Haha. They did this during lit
yesterday when Miss Jacob didn't come.
ANDANDAND, i'm so proud of myself!
I officially ran 1 round around the track yesterday! :D
My first time in 2008 :D
Okay, make that 6 rounds. And i survived, i
wasn't panting like some shit after that :D
YAY EVE! (:

Yknow, i think its so ironic that some teacher
are all out to fail you?
Aren't they suppose to help you and all?
So it seems as if no matter how much we do/
work/pay attention in class, its not important,
if you have a stupid teacher that fails you
or give you a low grade no matter what, you
can never improve and get good grades!
Yes, i have came to a conclusion. I bet these
teacher just wna make themselves look good
at the end of the year. Like, beginning of year,
mark damn strict like some noob0---->whole class fail.
End of year, don't mark so strict like other
humans--->whole class improves. And, we
don't even have to really improve.
Dammit. Don't they have anything better to do?
I know teachers read our blogs. But, who cares.
Freedom of speech, yo? And we're always taught to
speak up and give our opinions. So, i'm following
school rules here. Such a good girl.

And today rained! (:
We only swam abit then got up, went
back in, swim abit, got up again. And then we went home.
JS really brought the rain with him man.
It only rains like 5 times a year when
John was here. Haha.

Randy's leaving! (the other coach)
Thats so sad! He's reallyreallyreally nice.
Now, we're gna be stuck with JS again.
I don't want Randy to leave! ):< ):<
Whats up man, swimming is so screwed.
We keep changing coach! ):<

On the other hand, i can't wait for
my sister to come back. So, i can torture her!
Haha.

2008-04-13T05:08:00.000-07:00

OUTBACK STEAK+NEW LEVI'S (:
I feel as if i put on like 5 kg over the
weekend. Lol. ORA was okay. Ate alot,
and the food was quite okay.
And, thanks KENNETH LIM for the rose! :D

After that we went to Tze Kang's house.
And stayed there for almost 2/3 hours plus.
Haha. Played cards, talked &eat addictive chips.

The weekend just flew past.
Hello, weekdays &training ):
Can this get any better.

2008-04-11T04:57:00.000-07:00

I've decided not to post any stupid stuff
today. So i'll just shut up. But i have to
say something badly, is that, this morning's
training sucked. Yeah, it was pull with
bucket and the kick with bucket. I died
like crap. First few i was aiming to make
time, but after a few,it seemed pointless,
so i just aimed to survive &
complete the set :D

Last session tomorrow, &its gna
be hard. WHY!!? Okay, going out of
point here. Here are some pictures from
Haunted House. Got it from some people's
blogs. Thanks! (: Jennifer &Weiting.
*No plagiarism here :D

Raffles carnival tomorrow.
But lets see if i can survive training first.

2008-04-08T05:52:00.000-07:00

I don't know why i put up with some
people's shit sometimes. Maybe all i
should do is just walk away and tell
them to stop bothering me. I can't help
but feel i'm too nice at times that people
take advantage of me sometimes.
Although i can be quite mean at times,
i just can't be mean to you. I don't know
why, but thats the way it is. I wish i
could stop caring about you, and just leave
you to live your own life, which will probably
end up like crap. Sometimes, i don't know
why i go out of the way to help you, when
you obviously don't appreciate it at all.
So, i just told myself that
from today onwards, i'm not gna treat
you as part of my life, its gna be hard
since i see you every single day.

ON A BRIGHTER NOTE!
I passed Chem test! :D okay, scraped through.
I shall work harder for the next test! (:
Bio was omg. FAIL ):
Whats up with me man, failing all my
tests this term. Almost all, that is.

I've been in a really bad mood
these few days, i don't know why.
School has been great, not the studying part.
Recess is he best, and sitting beside Vanessa is
nice. Although i always 'pretend' to scold
her, for my own entertainment. (I have
to entertain myself, so i won't sleep!)

I don't feel like saying anymore.

2008-04-04T05:52:00.000-07:00

I've been in a veryvery bad mood
this past 2 days ):<
&to make it better, miss lim scolded
me for the past 2 days too. How nice...

But seriously, i don't fcuking give a shit about
her. Whatever i do is wrong, and she's always
right. Whats the point of trying to reason
with her, when she dosen't even listen to
you? Its as if she has no ears. I can't stand
her. Yesterday i went to school early, she
told me to do skills. Wtf. I go school early
to study & i planned out everything nicely.
Just one stupid comment from her, i
HAVE to do skills. Wth. Whats her problem.
And she scolded me too. Today i was 7 mins
late, and i got scolded too. Whats her
problem?! I go early, she scold. Go late,
also scold. I really felt like saying

"I come early, you scold me. I come late,
you also scold. Would it be better if i don't
come?' But obviously, i couldn't say that! ):
How sad! Wtf. I am so angry. And before
that i was already in a bad mood after training.
And she had to make it worst. Ugh.
Can't stand her. I told my Mum, and
she was like
' Don;t care about her lah, i bet
she got PMS' :D
Haha. Mummy's the best!
She supports me in hating miss lim (:

All hail the NG family females! :D
I don't think my sis likes her too! :O

Okay, new coach. New set. What can i say?
Training is interesting, cos we swim with
clothes on &shoes. And today we had a new
addition to our overexpanding gear collection.
A bucket. Yes, a bucket. Okay, something like
a flower pot. Its super funny, cos we were
kicking with it, then Zhenren pulled it up to
his side, and he pulled it too fast. The bucket
hit his face. Lmao. I couldn't stop laughing.
Used snorkel so much today, i breathed in
almost 2litres of water. From my nose!
Lol. I felt like i was dying with the damn thing.
Can you imagine!?

'Girl dies while snorkelling'
Haha. But i guess i'll just have to live with
it and practice. Dryland has been fun,
though yesterday was tiring! I've got
like 5 blisters, which are super pain!
Two on my fingers, 3 on my feet! ):<

I've gotta go vut up some more shirts!
I'm cutting my sister's shirts. Haha.
Bye!
Tomorrow's gna be hard! ):<
'

2008-04-01T03:07:00.000-07:00

Today is a fun day! :D
Recess was the usual gossip
session, and its seriously the
best part of school :D

Lessons after recess was great! (:
Haha. Cos we had Ali in class with us! :D
It is the scary mannequin we painted and
used for haunted house. Haha. Its really
scary looking, with red paint smeared all
over its face. So, we put it at the door and
closed it, so when the person opened the
door, they would be scared by Ali! Brilliant?
Yes, hell yeah. So many people were scared :D
Krystal's reaction was priceless! She saw the
thing and jumped and hugged the chair on
the table and it toppled over and she was
hugging the chair like some person drowning
hugging a buoy :D Super funny. Minyi almost
got a heart attack (: Lol. It was so hilarious.

We left it at the door and continued lessons,
and all those girls who walked pass jumped
out of their skin and got a shock. Esp the 4
Hope Gym girls. And the rest of us were laughing
our ass off in class. Mdm Lee came in for Math
and she got a shock! Mdm Lee is the lamest
but bestest teacher ever! (:

The newest word/favorite thing to
say right now is:
ROFLLMAOTIME
Its really stupid.
And Vanessa was being so dumb in
class today, she kept copying my work! ):<
Lol. She's so DUMB :D

I went down to SAC to swim today! :D
I reallyreally like it there (:
Haha. But Coach David looked so emo
today, but he said he was in one of his
better moods today. Oh wow, i can't
imagine his bad mood days. Haha.
I went there and swam a bit, i talked
more than i swam actually. Haha :D

John's leaving tomorrow! ): a gazillion more ):
I'm going airport to send him off.
Mummy says i don't have to go to school :D
I'm supposed to be doing my homework now.
Stupid Math! ):<

Bye. Oh, and congrats to Roanne Ho
for breaking the u17 50 Br! :D

2008-03-29T03:46:00.000-07:00

One word to sun up Fiesta 2008- Disappointing.
Really disappointed with the way it turned out,
i was expecting something much more grand
and exciting than 2 years ago, but no, it ain't
that way, this year's was horrible.

Firstly, there were so little stores. And limited
food, there were like only 12 game stalls? It
was so hot, i was sweating worst than a pig.
Seriously pathetic. I guess the school focused
too much on the stupid run and raising funds,
that they completely neglected the stalls.
Even my Mum was like
'Is that all? I wasted my time'
AND, everything was wayyyy overpriced.
I got ripped off of 10 dollars for some lame ride.
Oh, and another 10 which made
me dizzy/sick.
This Fiesta was a total flop, and
they promised it'll be good -.-
Just glad its over.

We keep getting scolded by the red
badges for haunted house. Wth.
I was so pissed, but still, i had to keep
my cool and be nice to them. Yeah, so
eventually i couldn't take it anymore.
I just left early, i was so tired. I woke
up for training, went school all the way
till 4 plus. And i usually sleep alot on
Saturdays.
And sorry to all those people who
came, but i couldn't show you guys
around! ):<

I stayed late last night in school to
do the haunted house and the run.
I wanted to leave at 9, cos i had
training the next morning. But no,
i didn't leave early, i left at 1030.
The stupid run!! ):< i waited for like
1 hour plus to run. Ugh! Waste my precious time! ):<
But still, we managed to do alot yesterday, like
putting up the walls and props and everything.
Not an easy job, really.

3 CHARITY! YOU GUYS ARE
THE BEST! (:
At least we showed Miss Lim that we
could do it, although she had 0% confidence in us.
Like, how nice.

Enough of this, i'm gna read books and pig
out on my Royce chocolates. My biggest aim now
is to be fat and round, that i'll sink in the water.
Bye y'all.

2008-03-27T05:15:00.000-07:00

School's off to a bad start! ):
I failed my Social Studies really badly,
and i'm gna fail chem, which i took today! ):<
Ugh. This is horrible. And lets see, i got
caught for ear studs -.- i mean, what
threat can a harmless ear stud be!?!
How does it reflect that your showing
bad behavior?! Don't tell me why, i don't
wanna know about this stupid lame school rule.

Been really busy doing Haunted House
stuff since the day i got back. I did the
flyers today and had
to hand write some and i cut alot
of them by hand okay! (:
I sacrificed my afternoon nap today to stay
back and do up the Drama Studio! I'm so nice,
no denying it here. Okay, cos i knew
the set would be easy (: So we were looking
for cardboard, and i told them to go hall to get,
and there was so much, that we couldn't bring
them all back! So if the teacher ask what i do,
i can say collect cardboards, do flyers and windows :D
And Weiting is so funny and embarrassing! Omg. I
can't believe what she did today! :O
Only she Inez and I know (:

I got a new wallet for Rainer! Tell me i'm nice :D
Okay, i shared with someone, but still! (: And
stupid Andrea always say i very mean to my
brother, oh my! How can she!? Hurt
my feelings. But she's forgiven, since
she cheered me up :D
ANDREA IS THE BEST!!! :D

School ends early tomorrow, but we have to
set up for fiesta, so i will be missing training
and will stay till very late! ): and wake up
early for training the next day! ):<
But for the sake of my class, i shall do it :D
Oh anyway, i really really like sitting with
Vanessa and Julia! They're so funny esp
Vanessa who is so lame (:

Oh, i shan't post about Asean Cup (:
The only fun thing i remember doing is,
reaching the airport early then Rainer told
me to sit on the trolley and pushed me
around from Terminal 2 to Terminal 3, it
was super fun! Okay, and childish too. We
were like some 6 year old kiid, running around
with the trolley. Stupid, but i really enjoyed it alot! (:
Haha. And the shopping of course, i bought
something for my sister! :D
I have to go do math now. Bye.

2008-03-24T06:02:00.000-07:00

This Asean Cup really was the worst
one i've been to. It seriously sucks like i
don't know what. Everything was just so
fucking screwed up. And i mean every
single thing. Wth. (sorry for being so vulgar
whatsoever, i'm just so pissed now, and hanging
with Kenneth and the guys really does things to you)

I don't want to go school tomorrow, seriously,
i hate school to the max. I don't even know
what i'm doing everyday sitting in class. And
now it seems like there's nothing i like about
school.

I'm in no mood to blog right now. Ever feel
like your life is spiraling out of control that
all you want to do is just, well, nothing. And
have that totally hopeless feeling and feel
like shouting/screaming at everyone. It
dosen't look like its gna get better anytime soon.

I will post about this crappy trip if i ever
want to. And thanks Amanda for helping
me sortof survive this trip.

2008-03-17T04:56:00.000-07:00

So once again, its back to school! ):< The
end of the holidays. Okay, it wasn't even
a holiday to begin with, what with all the
homework and whatnot. Which i haven't
finished yet. Haha. Especially Math.

So today started out okay, training in the
morning was 10x400 but the Asean Cup
people only did 5. It was quite tiring, but
i'm proud of myself for having made the
time! (: not all, but still. Haha. Then my
day went from a 9.5 to -10000! Cos of stupid
PE! Ugh, i told Mr Phee i couldn't run cos i
had competition on weds and didn't wna
get injured and cos of my flat foot, i can't
run if not my knees would hurt. Gino told
me to try and not to run, then Mr Phee
didn't believe. Then started asking all the
irrelevant questions. Lol. Then he said i don't
care, just run. Like wth. I felt like screaming
at him and throwing my shoe at him, seriously.
I was SO angry! So i ran for half round before
my right knee started to hurt. Then i started
walking, and had to run again. Cos he told me
to continue running. So i was like hobbling on
one knee, then my left knee started to hurt too.
So, instead of one injured knee, i had 2 injured
ones. Argh! So i just walked all the way. Those
who know me, know my character well. If
i don't wna do something, you can't force me
to do it. I practically felt like just walking
out on PE class! ):< I hatehatehate PE!
And thats a well known fact.

Yeah, so there's an example of an unreasonable
teacher, he believes when the trackers tell him
they have injury, but he never believes me. Can
tell that he hates me, but its not that i like him.
So yeah, i'm fine with it. We got new seating
arrangement today, i'm sitting with Julia and
Vanessa! (: Super fun! :D

Lit today was cool. Love triangle! Andrea,
everyone knows your dirty little secret! And
Miss Jacob was advicing Andrea what to do.
The whole class was laughing their heads off lah! :D
Had Math test today after school.
Hope i can pass! (:

Oh yeah, my brother's article!
Go www.lynlovesu.blogspot.com
My sister's blog! (: I wish she would update
more on her life there! Haha.

Afternoon training was EASY! I wen into the room
'OHMYGOSH!' i shouted.
and John was like
'what are you going OHMYGOSH for!?'
Haha. It was super funny. Now, even John
calls Tzekang national record holder, and
today Kang told him to keep quiet! OMG! :D
I reallyreallyreally don't want John to leave! ):<

I have to go pack my luggage now! :D
Love lots!

Oh yeah, anon on my tagboard.
'GAY' is just using to describe something.
Its like how Irish use the word 'yoke'
it can mean anything. Rainer would
know and understand, cos i call him
gay all the time, but i knowhe's not
cos he's got Rachie Yeo! <33

2008-03-13T16:59:00.000-07:00

RAINER THE GAY SHIT BROTHER
IS ON THE NEWSPAPERS TODAY!
but what an ugly picture they took of him.
Lol.

I.HAVE.TO.START.DOING.HOMEWORK.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERTRAND!
AND MARC-US! (:

2008-03-13T01:40:00.000-07:00

Let me tell you what i've been up to during
the hols. Its boring, but not more boring than
the San Guo Yan Yi chinese book the school
force us to read! Like, i can barely recognise
3/4 of the words! Lol. I need to start reading! (:

So anyhow, Monday was spent going school.
Tuesday was spent training.
Wednesday-Training
Thursday- Went to SAC cos Rainer had something
to do, then went out with the SSC guys to
watch Step Up 2.

The show was good, not VERY good, like the first part.
It barely caught my attention, cos i was thinking
about other stuff while watching it. Haha. And
Kenneth Lim is super funny/lame/whatever..
I was having headache throughout the show, and
it didn't really help much that all the songs were
hip-hop/rap and stuff. And i had to walk in
the rain after that! ):< So now
i'm stuck with terible headache/fever, unable
to go training.

The past few days have been pouring, like, alot.
Yesterday afternoon was interesting. The set was
crap, too hard to describe it. And before we went
into the pool it stopped raining and all of us were
like 'Omg, why always stop before training!?'
Then after swimming 1k and 50m, there was
lightning and we came up (before that there
was abit, but we still continued swimming)
So after coming up for 20 mins plus, we went
back in. After swimming 400 it started pouring
AGAIN with lightning, and John told us to come
up and said "Get changed and go home' Haha.

Why is there so much rain in March!?! :D
Okay, not that i mind cos its so cooling and refreshing!
(: Oh yeah, Rainer says my Blueberry Muffins
are nice! :D

I have nothing else to say, and i've gotta do
my homework! :O shall update another day!
<33

2008-03-10T17:16:00.000-07:00

I'm gna give my blog a good update after not
posting for so long. That is if i can sit here long
enough to type out whatever i wna say. Firstly,
SNAG sucked. Yeah, thats about it. Thank
God i qualified for Sea Age! (: but still, some
people didn't make it! ): Don't be sad if you guys
didn't okay? Y'all are still the best anyway! >33
And besides doing horrible times. there was bad
news too. John's gna leave! ): I felt so lost and bad?
So there i was, an almost 15 year old bawling
into the arms of Jane. How nice. With like
all the SAC people looking at me ):< I just felt so
sad that i couldn't even talk to John
without tearing. Alright enough, before i start again.
Yeah, anyway, i still gotta thank Jane for her
shoulders and comforting me when i cried
and encouraging me. Love lots! (:

So, once again. The hols are here. And i've
lots of homework, so little time. The amount
of homework is overwhelming! Especially
for Math. Which really is hell. So i spent yesterday
in school having English lessons which was boring.
The only fun part was going breakfast with
Vanessa Christy and Andrea and reaching
15 mins late. Haha (: Then went out for
lunch after that but stupid Andrea had to
meet her p4 friends. P4!! Thats like so
long ago! Haha (: And i managed to get
presents for some people too! (:

I have to go back to school
to do some fiesta stuff on weds and thurs!
Tell me, what kinda holiday is this!! TELL ME!! ):<
The teachers are crazy! I'm gna burn
down the staff room man. I have a box of
matches under my table! Haha :D
Oh yeah, last term's PPR was okay. My l1r5
was meeting the school's expectations. Cool.
And as usual, the smart class did super well.
There was people with like 8 complaining?
Come on man, get a life! Like, seriously (:
I got A2 for math! :D I still can't believe it.

One more week till Asean Cup, i can't wait! (:
Its gna be really fun, with all the swimfast
people and Richard from CSC! :D 7 more days!
I'm going to the library later! (:

Since i'm bored..
In three words, explain yesterday:
` it was monday

2. What made you smile today?
` Jane's message!

3. What were u doing this morning at 8?
`Updating this blog

4. What were u doing 15 minutes ago?
` Updating this blog

5. Something that happened to you in
1985?
`Wishing i was on this earth?

6. Last thing someone said to you?
` "help me pack the house" -.-

7. What was your answer?
` "oh okay"

8. Worst thing currently on television:
`Chinese news

9. What was in your e-mail today?
` friendster facebook astrology.

10. How many different beverages have
you drank today?
` is yoghurt counted?

11. What is your favorite part of this
day?
`Going to training later?

12. Your current To-do list?
` do homework!

13. Where is your best friend right
now?
` I don't know.

14. What color is your toothbrush?
`pink

15. What are you wearing right now?
`clothes

16. Any plans for Friday night?
`watch tv. sleep early for training.

17. Least favorite place to shop.
` far east

18. Things you bought today?
` NOTHING! (:

19. Last gift you received?
` Can't remember.

20. Who gave you that?
` -

21. What made you sad today?
` hmmm, nothing

22. What can make you happy?
` Magazines, or a really good book!

23. Beauty is:
` being happy with who you are

24. Describe your key chain:
`The pooh bear with a turnable head!

25. Where do you keep ur change?
` wallet

26. Are you happy with your life?
` No, but nothing can be done.

27. What are you thinking now?
` How long more is this.

28. People you trust the most?
` Don't trust anyone!

29. What day is it today?
`tues

30. What are you going to do after
this?
` library!

Have a great hols! <3

2008-02-29T03:20:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHIE! (:
The leap year baby! How cool is

that? (: Oh wow. But she only gets to

celebrate her birthday once every 4 years! ):

Haha. So anyway, we were supposed to have a

celebration in school for some leap year thingy

during recess.But it got cancelled cos we had

no cake or whatsoever.. Lol.

Had two tests today, and both were

so horrible! I think i'm gonna fail english

and i will definitely fail A Math. ): Ugh ):<

We got our gummies today! (: 30 cartons

altogether. Anybody wanna buy? $2 for one

packet! Super cheap okay! (: And we had

a talk by Dr William Tan on wednesday.

It was so inspiring and ful of hope. Though

it wasn't my first time listening to him, still,

it was so amazing and great! I'm contemplating

about buying the book (: Haha. And i had leadership

talk yesterday, it was quite fun though i had to leave

early for training. There was some ball game,

and it was really hilarious. Our group was so

lazy tho think of new ideas, that we stuck to

the traditional ones. Haha <33 Group 7! (:

Gotta go have dinner now (:

Have a great weekend! (:

2008-02-25T04:11:00.000-08:00

I don't understand how some people can be so
rude to their parents. I mean, your parents!
The people who brought you up! At least show
some respect. I don't know whats up with you,
maybe you're all screwed up.

"Whats your problem lah, the teacher
scold me already lah, idiot"
This, just this one sentence made me see someone in a
different light. And she was talking to her mother.
Omg. I can't believe it. If i would ever say that to
my mother, i wouldn't go home for 1 week. Not like
i would ever say something like that. I mean, its
so disrespectful, and rude. Oh wow, i can't believe this.

Anyway, school today was fun. Cos we didn't
have PE! :D So we were supposed to play soccer
with sec 4 Hope. And the anti-soccer people like
me, didn't want to. So a few of us played dog and
bone. Haha, super fun! (: But not as fun as
that time during Aly's farewell :D

The weekends was good :D
Because i got to watch finish gong zhu xiao mei (:
Its quite nice, but i prefer zhuan jiao yu dao ai :D
SO today Zhekang and i were talking about it,
and we would suddenly burst out in laughter.
And i got back 3 tests today, and i passed all!!! (:
I thought i was gonna fail math and bio, but i passed (:
and i did quite well for lit. I was reading Flora's
script, and i almost fell off my chair. Damn
super duper funny.

I have to go and study now. Bye.

2008-02-21T05:38:00.000-08:00

Today has been such an unpredictable day (:
And i managed to hand up my SS assignment
today! Thanks to Rainer! (: I didn't know he
scanned the thing for me the day before. But
no wonder i couldn't find it cos he left it in
the scanner.. How smart -.- I'm not gna
reward him, he claims i should. Lol.

So anyway, Andrea and I are screwed, we
are being blamed for Pamela ponning class on
Monday. Like wtf &%$*(&($(%$& I totally
cannot believe it okay. How the hell can it be
our fault? Its her responsibility to be in class
for every lesson, if she dosen't want to be
there, its not like we can do anything. And its
not our responsibilty or any of the other students
to go around the whole school to look for her.
Sacrifice our lesson time on someone who dosen't
appreciate hers? No thanks.
We can't do anything! Like,
tie her up and drag her to the library? And
she claims she didn't know that we had to go
to the library on Tuesday. I'm sure! Mr Wong
said it more than 5 times, and out of all those
times, she was present. I didn't know she had
the ability to be in class physically but not there
mentally. And i didn't know she was such a good liar.
The excuse she gave, was total crap. I bet even i
can write a better one than her, anytime. Just
give me a pen and paper, man. If being the
english rep means that i have to be responsible
for everything, even when i haven't done
anything wrong, i'd rather not be one.
I am so fcuking pissed now okay. I don't care
if this offend anyone, cos i haven't done
anything wrong. And if you don't care
about your classmates, give me 3 reasons
why i should treat you as one.

Other than that school had been okay.
Lots of math as usual. PE is dead boring
and such a waste of time. I can't wait for
the weekend to roll round, so i can sit on
the sofa and pop potato chips and
watch tv. How nice.

On another note, its 12 days to SNAG. Great.
This really sucks man. I hope i can
survive swimming 200 back (:

I have to study bio now. I just counted
and its about 4 more months till my
sister comes back! (: I can't wait.
And congrats to Singapore for winning
the Youth Olympic bid. Its so obvious
they would win can. Bye.

2008-02-08T02:00:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! :D
So far, its been boring. Just visiting and talking.
And the shows on tv are omgwtf super boring ):<
All the food is making me fat, but its super
good, so i can't help myself. And there's
skinfolds next week! How nice..

So anyway, more visiting tomorrow. I'm just
gonna sleep watch tv sleep again. Then training
tomorrow morning. Thank God there's gym (:
I though today would be super hard, like weds,
but luckily it wasn't, i found it quite easy. After
training R and i went down to Barker Rd.
He wanted to see Rach too. Lol. So i went too,
wasted my time, if ot i could have slept longer. Oh
well.

So anyway, i went Chinatown on the last day. And
it was really packed with thousands of people.
But it was fun squeezing through the crowd. Haha.
I went there with my parents and bought food. I
wish my sister was here. I remember last year
was super good cos it was the 4 of us going to
Chinatown and fighting with the others to buy stuff.
Really tiring, but fun. Probably another 4 more
months till she comes back. Can't wait any longer! (:

School celebrations were okay. Not super good as i
thought it would be. But we had front seats, so it
makes up for performances. Dance was good, primary
dance was okay.. The China scholars were really
good, they can sing and dance. Oh
wow. I was really impressed with them. I reached at
830 but Miss Lim didn't scold me (:
After school i went out with Vanessa Flora Cara Jonel Andrea.
Then Bobbies and Frances followed us. Krys
came to meet us after that. We had NYDC and
while we were eating, we saw Shayne and her
boyfriend. It was really hilarious, she saw us and
quickly turned and walked in the other direction.
And we were making so much noise that
everyone there stared at us! Embarrassing,
but haha, funny! (: Met up with R after that,
and i had to buy food for him. I hate it when
i'm nice. Damn.

This post is random. CNY must be getting to me.
I'm going to sleep now. Bye.

2008-02-02T21:39:00.000-08:00

SAC time trial finally over.
Horrible times, but at least i qualified for Asean Cup (:
Haha, its gonna be really fun! Can't wait!
The weekend is gone, just like that ): ugh. Back
to training and school tomorrow! This routine is really boring.

School really sucks. Okay, sorry.
There's A math test tomorrow, and i don't know
how to do a single thing. And there's English
spelling, which isn't even graded, but we have
to study like nuts for it. What the hell. And
apparently, i can't complain cos i'm the english rep..
How nice. But i shall anyway. And there's ting xie! ):< ):<
Its fun, but without the homework and tests
and whatever stuff we have. I have nice classmates,
so at least i still can survive in school :D

On a brighter note, Chinese New Year is this Wednesday
so we get Thursday off and Friday afternoon off too! :D

I'm so tired, i can't even be bothered to
study. I don't really care about maths.
Its a stupid subject, seriously.

I'm going to sleep! Bye (:

2008-01-27T03:12:00.000-08:00

Church today was good (:
And Rainer got his new phone today!
Okay, and i got another memory stick (:

Spent the whole afternoon at Abigail's house for
her birthday yesterday! It was really fun :D
There weren't many people though, just Vanessa Chan,
Gloria, Rebecca, Jialing, Yanyee, Cleo, Sanchia and Sarah
from St Nicks. We watched lovewrecked! Really funny.
Then Me Gloria and Cleo wanted to look at
Abigail's closet, but she didn't allow ):
Then we played blind mice. Childish, yes. But super fun.
Jialing and Yanyee was hilarious. I can lmao
watching them. Haha (: Abi's mum makes really goof food!

Her cake was really pretty! Pictures will be up soon! (:
Meanwhile, i have to go and re-write my
Commonwealth Essay! Omg. #)*!@(%^($

2008-01-25T04:55:00.000-08:00

Its Friday! :D
1 more training session! (:
This week seemed to have passed super fast,
which in way way is a good thing, i think.

So firstly, i had a workshop on Wednesday,
some grooming thing. And it was quite
interesting. Purple is the new black, people! (:
Yeah, so after that i went to macs and waited
for the trackers to end training. And we saw
Christy and Haoyi there. And Vanessa kept
insisting on eating mcwings..
So me, being hardworking, did some of me homework :D
And somehow, Vanessa convinced me to eat
beancurd! Haha. But i added tang yuan! (:

And Vanessa made us miss our bus!! ):<
but nevermind, so me Inez Weiting and
Crystal Loo and some track juniors took
bus, and we saw an accident scene. Cool.
Then we went amkh to eat and stuff. Before
i took bus for daddy to fetch me home

I had 3 tests this week! Omg. But i managed to survive (:
But Math test was crazy. I think i'm gonna fail ): ):

Today for chinese lesson, we were supposed to
bring our 3B text, but the whole class didn't bring,
so we did newspaper reflection. It was 300 words,
but we brought it down to 250! (: and it was
supposed to be due today, but we managed
to convince her that we'll hand in on Monday (:
tell me 3 Charity is good! (:

Oh yes, and red badge took thier o level results
yesterday, Some came super early lah. And i
think they did quite well (i'm still waiting
for Mrs Goh to announce 1 day holiday!!)

And i truly felt the 'SN Spirit' that day,
The whole school was happy, teachers
were crying.. And seriously, i felt so proud
of my jiejie men! Haha (: And sfter that
during assembly, we had a talk by one ex
student who graduated in 1892 i think.
And she's editor of chinese newspaper, oh wow.
And one teacher almost cried.. Lol.

Had dinner just now with Marcus and Pam.. And
i'm gonna eat Subway again later. Haha. I feel like
a pig ):

Bye. I'm gonna do my homework.

2008-01-22T05:43:00.001-08:00

It seems everyday i learn something new.

"When the going gets tough, the tough gets going"
John said it today while we were doing the main set. Haha.
What do you call the person who's going through the tough?
Toughee? Toughere? Okay, lets just settle on sufferer.

So, when the going gets tough, the tough gets going..
What if the sufferer is doing fly!!??!?
Get this, FLY!
Omg.
If the sufferer is Tze Kang/Rainer, its easy!
But, if the sufferer is Eve, she dies.
And if the going dosen't get tough, you must be
doing br with fins/freestyle!

Damn, what crap! Eve, you're so lame.
And today in class, i shrieked.
Yes, high pitched! Oh my.
And Mdm Lee ignored me today! I felt
so hurt/neglected/insignificant.
I could have died on the spot, but i decided
to ignore her too. And i said some stupid stuff that
got the class laughing.
I can't help it! Something must be wrong with me.

I am sad.
Selena left COE!
SELENA TAN!
Oh no!! ): ): million more ): ): ):
I'll always remember her. All the crap and stuff.
Talking about nonsensical stuff. Laughing
at un-funny things.
Laughing at people..
Yknow, all those stupid lame stuff that people do.
Selena and i have been through it all.
I will miss you dearly! <33

OH!
Here's another perfect example of what i learnt!
"when the going gets tough, the tough gets going"

You see, when the going gets tough, Selena
gets going! Selena quits and moves on!
Wat am i talking about? I don't know.
JUST IGNORE THIS POST!!!!!!
i think i studied too much, thats why
i'm like that now.

2008-01-17T05:05:00.000-08:00

Today is such an ah-mazing day! (:
Firstly because, i learnt so much today! (in a way)
Thanks to the track girls, namely, Frances Inez
Sherilyn Jennifer, their junior (can't remember
what name, Lim Xuan i think)

I realised that i should just take things
easy. Its just great how the track girls can
look at everything in a positive way, and
everything seems like its so easy to them. The
encouragement they give to each other is priceless.
Even though they may be competitors and stuff.
They just seem to be so relaxed despite everything.
I should really learn to be like them, so maybe i will
enjoy my life more. So thanks, y'all! (:
I love 3 Charity! <3

School has been fun these few days :D
Teachers are nice, except for Mdm Lee, who
piles us with homework every single day! ):<<<
And when she gives us homework, we will moan
and groan (as she says). Then we will have a
debate on why homework is not needed. Its quite
funny (: haha. And guess who contributed the most?
:D Zhekang! Okay, and someone else (:
Yeah, so i realised that Mdm Lee has a
phobia of teaching slow. What do you call it?
Haha. I don't know.

There was Sec 4 debate today, and i left early.
Yeah, so we were supposed to end at 2.30
instead of 2.15 today, cos
we had to watch the debate thing. Omg.
Okay, i admit i'm not one who can sit in the hall for
1h15 mins without doing anything ( at least give
me some form of entertainment, who wants to watch debate!?!?)
One way to stay awake during assembly, i figured,
is to look at teachers. It can be quite funny :D

Anyway, Wednesday was St Nicks 75th anniversary.
So there was mass. And then they released two birds,
to signify leaving school or something like that.
And one got eaten by a crow -.- and another one
almost got eaten too, but then the teachers went
to save it. It was quite amusing, cos the primary
girls were all shocked and stuff, so they were like
'AHHHHHHHH', 'OOHHHHH' and all that. Haha.
And one girl got so sad that she cried. Lol.
Then during class Mdm Lee was talking about the birds..

Mdm Lee:... so what does that tell you
Me: Erm, must fly faster...
Mdm Lee: and then?
Me: Must learn to hide in the bushes so they
cannot find you, and learn to camouflage.
Mdm Lee: Some more?
Me: When you see your enemy, go and hide.

Haha. She was quite annoyed. The whole class
was like suaning her lah. Omg.

Bye.

2008-01-12T04:31:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH!
You're old! (: but i still love you! And you're
the bestest friend ever! So i won't tell
anyone you like Paul.
Have the best &sweetest brithday ever! (:
<33>

-i don't think anything is ever
gonna change. this must be it.

2008-01-11T05:02:00.000-08:00

Another day has passed..

Okay, today's training was omgwtf.
What else can i say?
Morning set: 5x800 on 11 min.
I had to do on 11 min, while the others did on 12min! ):<
and mind you, it was descend.
Okay, surprisingly, i made time.

Afternoon: HEART RATE SET
pffffttt. I hatehatehate Heart Rate! &(#&$!*
first 10: Under 1.20
next 10: Under 1.10
Last 10: Max
and some dive max set after that.

Okay, somehow, i feel so cheated.
Cos the fast people like Marcus, Nick and
all do the same time as ME! Yes, me. Who
is so slow!!Its so unfair! They can
easily make the time without going
hard. While i, will be kicking my ass off/
leg numb, and still barely make time.
For example, Heartrate. Under 1.10!
Thats my MAX timing. But for everyone else,
they still can go a bit slow.
So i was basically doing 20 max ones. And John
still shouted at us for going so slow. Oh well.
Argh! This really sucks.

School is just as bad. But i enjoy school better.

Thanks to everyone who helped make
me feel better. I love 3 Charity! <3
Today's recess was G-R-E-A-T! <3
Last session tomorrow!!111

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLES!
Sweet Sixteen! (:

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